Tuesday, November 17, 2009

you know how sometimes we wish that we could turn back time and undo some mistake that we did? well, i want to turn back time and live in my mid-teens years. those were the years that were problem free. where i can be carefree and not have a care about the world.

but i know we can't turn back time. we just have to live in the present and take it in our stride, no matter how much we don't like the present. no, i'm not unhappy. just that i have questions. to as of how. how. how.

sometimes i wish i had ambitions. so that i would know where to go, what to do. but sometimes i'm glad that i don't. so i don't disappoint myself or my parents and friends for believing in me.

i feel so out of touch with my friends lately. i haven't been reading blogs, to update myself with what's going on.

this is so random. this is how i'm feeling at the moment. random.

sometimes i'm amazed at some people's abilities to focus on one thing and follow through. gosh.

i have ten days until that old man's (and i say this with love, sayang) birthday. old bacin man, i love you.

hamizah and i had our annual kl trip which is now going to be every3monthstrip to the motherland. i had fun at the chalet with my polymates. carousel with sue was awesome. madjack with fbgirls was great. ayam penyet with woman and little girl was the best. thank you for spending a bit of your time with me. ♥

2:04 am
ilovedjason

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Tuesday, November 03, 2009

boredom will kill me. eventually.




p/s: i think it is like an amusement park. once he's done with the rides, he'll get bored.

12:01 am
ilovedjason

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