so far. it's half time. brazil has scored twice. ronaldo and adriano. woohoo.
went out after school yesterday. went to coffee bean to chill. again we played games. charades. uno. name game or should be known as heart attack. murderer. letter game. it was fun. laughing till my cheeks hurt. name game should really be named as heart attack. it really gives me the feeling of having a heart attack.
watched a movie with my crazy girls. i think the title was thank you for smoking. surprise screening at GV. okay lah. it was boring. i nearly fell asleep. i wouldn't recommend it.
okay. wanna go watch the second half. forza brazil!!
11:58 pm
ilovedjason
Sunday, June 25, 2006
3 chat windows. fingers very busy typing. eyes getting crossed reading from different fonts and colours.
i can't finish typing what i wanna type.
shaz came for training. snap2 for a while only. next time. miss ya babe!! ;)
we have a new club. current members are myself, sal, nis and shaz. new members must share the same sentiments.
training was fun. except for certain stuff.
it's every girl's dream to fall in love. but to find the right person to fall in love with, it takes luck and work. so until luck in on my side, i'll be patiently waiting. when i've found him, i'll make it work. not like the last time.
10:40 pm
ilovedjason
Friday, June 23, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUHAILA ABDULLAH!! turned 19. i know you had an eventful year. aku harap you have just as an eventful but in a more positive sense. anyway. i LOVE you. i know you love me too. hahah. have a good birthday tomorrow. know that you're always on my mind. ciao. love ya babe!!
9:57 pm
ilovedjason
Thursday, June 22, 2006
saw a dead body just now. apparently he fell. i think otherwise. ate ikan bakar. bought sushi. secret recipe cakes. tempah baju. again.
japan - brasil match at 03 00 hrs. thinking of watching it. see first.
i got the pics from the outing. thanx nis.
thinking of spending my day at the library tomorrow. since su's birthday celebrations were cancelled.
speaking of birthdays......
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SYAMSUL AND SHAZWANI!! turning 19 and 21 respectively. aku dah lame tak jumpe korang. rindu lah. syam, jadi meet next week aight. shaz, datang ah training this sat. then kite leh snap2. heehee.
9:42 pm
ilovedjason
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
went to pasir ris park as planned. got tired quickly. no mood to play games after that. but it was fun to hang around with the girls. cycling was fun. taking pics was fun. NIS!! aku nak gambar!!
feeling sleepy now.
sal found matt's friendster. i was estatic. like she predicted. i screamed like a girl. damn it i'm jealous.
JQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
disappointed.
9:37 pm
ilovedjason
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
im back. langkawi was okay. i think i spent more hours on my big butt than on my weird feet. overall. i bought alot2 of chocalate. woohoo.
met dee and shaf. for a late late lunch. because someone is always 'on time'. had my fave wanton noodles at cahaya. the sambal was fab.
met su after. sat at bk. talked. su. it's not that i hold grudges for a LONG time. but aku find it easier for me not to talk to him. what benefit can i get??
alalalalala.
i had a good day today. long time since i had one. it was nearly spoilt. but i forgot all about 'it'. thanx wan for the free drink. i saw shah from anugerah skrin. so cute. saw alot of cute guys. met the bestfriends. took pictures. i got good news from sal about a good news she's going to give me. hehe. and I FOUND MAROON 5's FRIDAY THE 13TH CONCERT DVD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! $25. i want it!!!!!! i'm going to get TEDDY GEIGER from dee.
smiling.
i had another dream. of him.
11:18 pm
ilovedjason
Friday, June 16, 2006
he's online. nak chat. but nanti die pikir ape kan. dah ah. it's best that i just see from afar.
training yesterday. it was fun. i got my groove back. for a while je. after that ate at fc3. went to the guys video watching. playing in an iivp game is one thing. watching yourself play is another. so malu. i realised i had a lot of shots. all in front of the goal. damn. especially in the nus match. watching the box play was stressful.
heading to langkawi in about 9 hours. and then i'll be seating for 12 hours. damn. my ass will be numb.
dee, have a wonderful perfomance tomorrow. sorry i can't be there to support you.
su, i will try to look for something memorable to bring back. insya'Allah.
don't give me your smiles
i don't fall for it anymore
you're not the person i want smiling at me
i'm getting cynical.
HELP!!
9:14 am
ilovedjason
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
just got back from sentosa. headed straight to palawan beach. settled down. had our brunch. played some volleyball, soccer. while we playing volleyball, i had the unfortunate luck to be in the way of kim's ball. the ball hit the middle of my face as if the ball was a dart targeted at the bulleye's. at least my nose wasn't bleeding. hah. ain and i went off earlier. didn't go into the water though.
watched singapore idol. hady mirza can sing. woohoo. hope he gets through.
there's a contestant named joakim gomez. the joakim is not pronounced at JOE-A-KIM. it's hua-kin. you don't pronounced the J. duh. i mean. daniel ong didn't even pronounced his name right. duh.
my arms are burnt.
my wrists hurt.
i've been having dreams about him. for a few straight days. it makes me wonder. but i'll try not to make a big deal out of it.
9:35 pm
ilovedjason
Sunday, June 11, 2006
hehe. watched she's the man with hamizah. and it was the best. it was funny. it was sweet. it was funny. it was very amanda bynes. and the guy was HOT!!!!!!!! wouldn't mind watching it again. yes. it's that good. it's very funny lah. should go watch it. it looked like a chick flick to me at first. but when i finished watching it. it wasn't at all like a chick flick. it's a comedy. romantic comedy. it's funny lah. watch it!!!
hehe.
hamizah. i wanna watch brokeback!! haha. and now you got me thinking about paul walker's hot bod. haha. if anyone sees gubra on sale already, tell me ya.
i wanna get teddy geiger.
love the hair.
love the voice.
love the mystery.
love his talents.
maybe i should start reading cosmopolitan. hehe.
crazy over JUSTIN QUEK!! crazy. haiz.
to the peeps who says i'm crazy about xmen. i'm NOT!! like i said in my tag. it just so happen that i like xmen alot2. ;)
6:48 pm
ilovedjason
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
woohoo. i changed my blogskin. yes. it's something that i love. XMen. woohoo.
was supposed to do some eLearning just now. instead, we surfed the net. talked. watched the guys played tennis. which i didn't know about until wan kental msg me about it. yan and wan purposely wanted to hit me with the tennis ball. takpe. aku ingat sampai hari kemudian. after that we had dinner at fc3. sort of lepak there. talked crap with them. nasib baik aku bukan mangse korang. kentot.
weeeeeeeeeeeee. i'm going johor this fri. woooooooooooohoooooooooooo.
let me be a better friend
let me know what's bothering you.
9:57 pm
ilovedjason
charmed is going to end. series finale next week. and coop is hot!!!!! he reminds me of cole somehow. compared to alyssa milano's character, both of them are tall. dark and handsome. both were magical creatures. haiz. anyways. next week's the finale. i really feel like strangling christy. urgh!! irritating *****!! can't wait.
watched the special csi on axn. csi miami and csi new york. best ah!! but the final episode for csi which quentin tarantino directed was better than the ones i watched today.
holidays are official. next week. it's elearning this week. i will try to coax my father to let me go johor with my friends. kalau tak sampai bile seh.
having kenduri this sat at my grandmother's. seeing my cousins after a long time. missing them terribly. especially syafiqah and syahirah.
going out with hamizah this sun. she's the man at the lido. and then maybe we'll chill at starbucks. haha. i know, you know. or maybe i see who's working at coffee bean wheelock. maybe i can get a free white choc dream or a pure vanilla. hmm. or maybe a sandwich. bole kan, wan??
damn it's 0035. and i'm still not sleepy. i have been like this for the past few days.
i need a boyfriend. heh.
12:25 am
ilovedjason
Sunday, June 04, 2006
http://youtube.com/watch?v=zU3wXc9UrzI&search=gilmore%20girls
i LOVE my gilmore girls. and when jess was introduced into the show, i thought, 'yummy!!!' here's the bad boy. but he was only on gilmore for a while. i found the vid link from youtube. a tribute to jess mariano. haiz. and there's a pic of him and alexis bledel. i think they're together. cute couple eh?
went training just now. sara didn't come. but it was fun nonetheless. a lesson learnt. eat breakfast. heavy brekkie. i was so spent during training just now. blah.
when are they showing The OC, One Tree Hill, Gilmore Girls?? i want my eye candy and sarcasm fix. Adam Brody, Chad Michael Murray. woohoo.
ELearning is here. and it sucks. big time. supposedly there's no school. but no matter what i'm going to school. maybe i'll go to the library tomorrow. return. and borrow. i wanna read more. i'm currently reading Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte. and i've not read my Qur'an tafsir. haiz. bile bole bace?? seesh
if only money could buy time.
11:00 pm
ilovedjason
Saturday, June 03, 2006
i just finished reading nisa's blog. and it triggered something.
am i being a good friend?
do i deserve friends as good as you?
had floorball meeting just now. it was fun sitting at fc5 planning the outing. haha. this time kene jadi k, girls??!
i only have 3 weeks of hols. including one week of Elearning. and it's already packed. i'm definitely busy during elearning. and then the 2 weeks after that, i'll be having trainings, trip to langkawi with family, outings with my classmates and FB mates. i can only count the free days on one hand. so you see. if you wanna go out with me, make plans now!! haha. chey. as if i was like some business woman.
i'm done with my tests. and yesterday, we went out after paper. it's like a tradition already. wanted to eat at the original hjh maimunah but it full inside and it was a hot day. after all that planning and arguing where to eat. we ended up eating at... ... BANQUET!! hahaha. raffles hospital banquet. after eating, we walked to suntec for chill session at starbucks. played charades. kwakwakwa. we played 2 rounds. we were loud and noisy. and some of our clues consisted BUTTS. and who's the unlucky one to get that clue?? me. i got it twice. but hey. kate sporting. hehe. some of the memorable clues.
'my feet smells worse than my backside'
'i know what you did last raye'
'i like to show off my britney dance moves'
'message in a bottle'
'ARSENAL IS THE BEST!!!'
the agony we went through acting out these clues. a lot of laughs. thanx for the day, peeps. from now on, we go out once every week to just chill k.
i'm sorry for being the way i am/was. i don't like to talking about my problems because somehow it'll always come out wrong. so that's why i keep it bottled up inside me. and/or that's why i express myself better with words. i guess i'm partly at fault. i don't want you girls to cry anymore. not over a similar situation. i'd rather choose my bestfriends over some guy. like duh! so i'm sorry for all the wrong i've done. for all the crying you've done. i'm sorry.
okay. this might be the last post that will include anything about how i feel. so in the future, i might just update about the current happenings. or i won't update at all. or maybe i should close down my blog.
4:29 pm
ilovedjason