fragmentsofagirl.

Thursday, November 30, 2006

so. i have a really crude question to ask. don't be offended.

why are blow-jobs called blow-jobs, when the action is actually sucking?

okay. okay. so i've heard that curiousity killed the cat. but there's also a saying, a little knowledge can be annoying, no knowledge is deadly. or whatever laah. hah. so answer my question ya.

i finished the second book i bought from kino that costed only $9.98. now reading the books i borrowed from the library before i can move on to hammie's book.

muzikarama tomorrow. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. hope to see him tomorrow. after such a loooong time. :)

video of the day
Nicole Kidman and Robbie Williams - Somethin' Stupid

i had another video in mind. but i forgot the title. hurmph!

11:17 pm
ilovedjason

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

got out report started. draft to be 80% done by friday. can be done?? YES.

meeting. it went okay.

video of the day
Sugababes - Too Lost In You
one of my favourite ballads.

11:42 pm
ilovedjason

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Usah Lepaskan - Taufik Batisah

yang terindah terlukis dibibirmu
tak pernah ku lihat senyummu sebegitu
pudarkah sudah cinta yang ku beri
berwarni-warni segala yang dijanjikan ia

usah biar ku bersendirian
usah biar hatimu ditawan
usah biar diriku disini
seorang menunggu tanpa teman
usah lepaskan genggaman tanganmu
usah biar semua berlalu
usah terlupa perasaan hati
pertama kali kita bertemu
usah lepaskan

tak mudah ku melupakan segala yang berlalu
ku ingin selalu bersamamu

ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
engkau dan dia harus bersama
mendungnya langit bila berkata
kita patutnya masih bercinta
usah lepaskan

yang terindah terlukis dibibirmu
tak pernah ku lihat senyummu sebegitu

11:00 pm
ilovedjason

SINGAPORE PETS FEDERATION.

hahahahahahaha. jaja, you are officially not the person to disturb anymore. hehe.

video of the day
Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated

10:53 pm
ilovedjason

Monday, November 27, 2006

usah lepaskan.....

i'm hooked on that song!! love it. love it.

a bunch of horny asses got on my nerves just now. they were shouting about looking at girls' friendster photos and talking about masturbating and saying the word f*ck in each sentence. i don't mind them being guys. i mean boys will be boys. childish to the max. but they were shouting at the top of their lungs. thinking that they are the tarzans of the computer lab.

my throat felt itchy after shouting at them. hmm.

i got a letter from SPF. i've always wanted to be a part of the SPF. so now i'm thinking it through. i have 2 choices. NIE or SPF. any suggestions??

M. RIDUWAN!! ASAL NGAN KAU?? GILER EH?? TAG TAG TAG?? SIAO TING TONG!!

9:56 pm
ilovedjason

Sunday, November 26, 2006

sal has been telling me about all the sales that are going on now. and i have to say. i am so tempted to go. but my money is slowing decreasing in numbers. and i need to save. for alot of stuff.

if only we have monopoly money.

for $200, just pass Go. how easy life could be.

video of the day
Carlos Santana feat. Sean Paul and Joss Stone - Cry Baby Cry

9:28 pm
ilovedjason

this is something interesting.
1) Put your music player on shuffle.
2) Press forward for each question.
3) Use the song title as the answer to the question.
4) NO CHEATING!!!
The questions and my answers:

1) How am I feeling today?
diary of jane - breaking benjamin

2) Where will I get married?
sugar, we're going down - fall out boy

3) What is my best friend's theme song?
speechless - the veronicas

4) What is/was high school like?
understand - christina aguilera

5) What is the best thing about me?
sexyback - justin timberlake

6) How is today going to be?
dance, dance - fall out boy

7) What is in store for this weekend?
oh mother - christina aguilera

8) What song describes my parents?
be without you - mary j. blige

9) How is my life going?
can't take it - all american rejects

10) What song will they play at my funeral?
o. lover - jason mraz

11) How does the world see me?
bella luna - jason mraz

12) What do my friends really think of me?
the sharpest lives - my chemical romance

13) Do people secretly lust after me?
prelude 12/21 - AFI

14) How can I make myself happy?
chasing cars - snow patrol

15) What should I do with my life?
miss murder - AFI

16) Will I ever have children?
call me when you're sober - evanescence

17) What is some good advice?
mama - my chemical romance

18) What do I think my current theme song is?
unfaithful - rihanna

19) What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
what goes around, comes around - justin timberlake

20) What type of men/women do you like?
my love - justin timberlake

21) Will you get married?
summer love/set the mood - justin timberlake

22) What should I do with my love life?
save me from myself - christina aguilera

23) Where will you live?
hurt - christina aguilera

24) What will your dying words be?
plug in baby - muse

when boredom strikes.

6:58 pm
ilovedjason

Saturday, November 25, 2006

ate. alot. abg andi's wedding. food was great though. rojak sauce had the right kind of kick. hah.

didn't get to go for the unofficial training. bet it was as crazy.

went NeWater. i thought it would be a huge place. skali. kecik nak mampos. okay. not kecik nak mampos. maybe i had higher expectations of the place. i thought it would be bigger than it actually is. anyways. i got myself 2 bottles of toilet water. heh. i think im going to throw out the water and use the bottle for everyday use. *winks*

pictures of both events for today are up. got to my links.

video of the day
Taufik Batisah - Usah Lepaskan
thanx Dee, for sharing with me this vid. it's my new fave malay song. he sings it soooo WELL!! hehe.

mane korang. ku tunggu2. tidak satu pun muncul. nasib baik ade orang lain. :)

10:07 pm
ilovedjason

Thursday, November 23, 2006

another good day. thanks for the laughs, girls!! :)

11:01 pm
ilovedjason

yesterday was a good day.

one of the best.

*all smiles*

12:27 pm
ilovedjason

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

got back 2 of my results today. all i can say is SEESH!!

as i told the kawan kawan, yesterday i went back to my kentalan days. no kidding. i searched for spice girls videos. haha. they were my fave girl band back in their prime. i remember pracitising singing 'Wannabe' for a Teachers' Day Concert. hahahahaah. OMG!! i think i was P5 at that time. there were 5 of us. and i was Sporty Spice aka Mel C, undoubtedly the best singer out of them all. ahhahahaa. but in the end, we didn't perform for the concert. hahaha.

how kental!!

anyways. i always thought their some of their songs are not bad. like viva forever.

video of the day
Spice Girls - Holler
i liked this video. style. hahahaha. and this song proved how Victoria Adams now known as Victoria Beckham CAN'T SING!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahaha.

10:29 pm
ilovedjason

Monday, November 20, 2006

a couple of weeks ago, we went jalan raye. while waiting for the bus, we decided to take pictures. during the long wait, i felt a little bit weird. but i just kept quiet. so we took pictures. a couple of nights later, a friend gave me a picture. and she asked me to observe carefully. and i did. as soon as i saw what she asked me to observe. i closed the window. chills and goosebumps, i felt. it was eerie to have it happen to you.

my mother wanted to see it again just not. so i showed her. and this time round. i saw another one.

i'm beginning to love acoustic versions more and more now. thanks to you!! :)

video of the day
Nickelback - Someday [Acoustic]
enough said.

8:15 pm
ilovedjason

Sunday, November 19, 2006

breaking benjamin. diary of jane. good.

video of the day
Breaking Benjamin - Diary Of Jane

thanks to you.

11:21 pm
ilovedjason

tonight i was feeling very sentimental. i searched alot of those sappy love songs. haha. don't ask me why.

i was torn between these two vids. Purest of Pain by Son by Four and Someday by Nickelback. i'll save someday for someday. heh.

video of the day
Son By Four - A Puro Dolor [Purest Of Pain]

12:29 am
ilovedjason

Friday, November 17, 2006

spent. i can feel like it's not in it anymore. losing it fast.

it could have been us. but i guess it's not our fate. again. my dislike for rp have only grown. i wanna show them. but what's it going to cost me??

buying my converse shoes tomorrow. yay!! i've totally given up on getting my brown leather jack purcell. for 2 reasons. firstly, because MOHAMMAD SOPHIAN BIN ZAINAL bought the shoes already. [ini yang ku kata kawan.] and the other reason is that it's $90!!!!! so now i'm getting plain black hi-tops. something to match my clothes easily. :)

video of the day
3 Doors Down - Here Without You

11:37 pm
ilovedjason

Thursday, November 16, 2006

everyone has their own weaknesses. i have mine. you have yours. when commented on it, don't take it to heart. it's just that you're expected to be better.

yay. game tomorrow. against rp. WE WANNA WIN!! WE WANNA WIN!! SP!! SP!! ALL THE WAY!! WEEEEEEEEEE. GO SP!! GO SP!! YOU CAN DO IT GIRLS!!!!!!!!!!!! TOP 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tests are over and done with. just like last sem. i don't feel to good with the papers. nooooo time!!

video of the day
Simple Plan - Untitled
i love this song.

9:44 pm
ilovedjason

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

game later. hoping for the best. GO SP!!!!!!!!!!!!

he looks like what i've been looking for.

but is he?
and is he?

let time do it's work. i'm hoping for the best for this too. :)

10:01 am
ilovedjason

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

game tomorrow. against NP. i really x15745316871 wanna win this game. COME ON GIRLS!! LET'S DO OUR BEST!! GOOOOOOOOOO SP!!

i'm hooked on MCR.

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

yan switched this song while studying just now.

video of the day
Seether feat. Amy Lee - Broken

11:10 pm
ilovedjason

Sunday, November 12, 2006

went to su's. for raye. like finally. came my house, we gave dee her prezzie. advanced ah. she's so damn busy this week. so since we gave her the birthday presents, it's only fitting that i wish her a happy birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEE-BANGS!!
HAPPY BIIIIIIIIIRTHDAY TO YOOOOOOUUUUUUUUU....

happy 19th birthday babe. join the club. your last teen year. savour it. may all your wish come true. stay happy, cheery always. good luck in your future endeavours. and this last wish is for both of us. may we find good jodoh soooooon. hehehe. so the 3 of us can get married together. hahahahahahaha. :) *hugs and kisses* love youu...

i'd rather see my bestfriends happy. so yeah. whoever korang nak as your pasangan, amek laaaah. haha. aku restui. chey. dah malas ah. :)

tests are here. study mood not here. panic mode not here. someone wake me up. theory paper tomorrow. cis. not looking forward. it's the module that i always sleep in. and i have a game after that. seeeesh.

video of the day
The Beatles - It Won't Be Long
sal shared this video with me. it's a catchy song. and she got me stuck on it. especially yesterday during training. she was singing it. hahaha

dzaf just shared with me something. scared the hell out of me. seeesh. someone like me who has not bulu roma, i got goosebumps. i'm still having it. i don't wanna see it again.

11:46 pm
ilovedjason

Saturday, November 11, 2006

raye-ing with the floorball girls was crazy. if you want partners-in-crime for camwhoring, call us. we will camwhore anywhere and anytime. though there were only 3 cams, we went cam crazy. hahaha. ade je. not only we went cam crazy, we were food crazy tooo. hahaha. and kuih tart. tart tart tart tart. hahaha. there was a challenge between the tarts at effa's and jaja's. but i think effa's tarts won. hahaha. they should be called bombed tarts. hahahahahaha.

laughters filled the day. smiles were seen on everyone's faces. had fun with you girls!!!! best best best!!

listening to mcr. GOOD!!!! one of the songs, mama, the chorus sounds like a circus. haha. overall. it's goooooood. different from their previous album.

video of the day
My Chemical Romance - The Black Parade

6:10 pm
ilovedjason

Thursday, November 09, 2006

firstly. alhamdullilah.

went johor just now. to eat. met late. but the company was great!! as soon as we reached, we decided to eat at sushi king. ate alot alot alot of sushis. 22 plates. haha. shared by 5 peeps, okay what. after stuffing and lightening our wallets [the sushis cost a total of, jeng jeng jeng... RM130!!], we walked around city square. after walking around some, bought our clothes, and had our late dessert. hehe. at secret recipe. my brownie!! the hot melted chocolate. hehe. didn't get to go to FOS. cause late already.

again i was late. i need time management!! haha. kk. promise next week not late already. insya'Allah. all i can say is that i'm, very very glad, happy, bursting-with-all-the-good-emotions. super happy laaaah. good way to end the day. we won tp 3-2. the last minutes were crucial. even though we had the advantage of 5players against 6players, it was like playing box play. very stress. haha. but alhamdullilah. we finally won something. and it felt SO DAMN GOOD TO WIN!!!!

and tomorrow, it's a reward for some of us. raye-ing!!! cya tomorrow girls!!!!!!

video of the day
Asri [a sorta classmate of mine] - Biarlah Rahsia

PICTURES ARE UP

11:01 pm
ilovedjason

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

i feel so stressed thinking about it. i'm on the verge of tears just thinking about it.

i can only find solace in the company i call my friends.

could you take me somewhere
take me to a place
calm
near to serenity

at least something good happened today.

i. found. him.

8:56 pm
ilovedjason

bad day yesterday. shall not elaborate.

covenant - 3.5 out 5 stars. [HOT GUYS!!!! HOT BODS!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.]
step up - 3 out of 5 stars. [not much dancing scenes.]

video of the day
Hoobastank - Out of Control Acoustic

2:19 pm
ilovedjason

Monday, November 06, 2006

went out raye-ing with the family first and then the EV peeps.

you can view all my raye pics. it's under the link, My Raye 06.

1:38 pm
ilovedjason

Saturday, November 04, 2006

went out with my mates yesterday. jalan raya. fun fun fun!! eating talking laughing. having fun. hope you guys had as much fun as i did!!

went out with the besties just now. eating laughing camwhoring. fun fun fun!! babes. soon. we meet soon.

LMAO. kwakwa. chat jargon. i did exactly that, LMAO, when something happened just now. someone FELL FLET ON HER BUTT. hahahahahahaha.

no video today.

1:08 am
ilovedjason