fragmentsofagirl.

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

tests and exams are coming. i have been saying that in my past few entries. should start preparing soon. but how can i when there are alot more assignments, reports to be done?? i only have five paper for my tests. StrDgn, StrAnl, CECon, Eng.Math, Env.Science. but luckily we have no paper on friday. wahaha. and that means more time to prepare for Hydraulics paper. seeesh. i prefer hydraulics to science. so i'm happy to say that my hols will come one week earlier. and now i have 5 weeks of vacation. still not enough. compared to the 6 months we had while waiting for entry to poly/JC. there's a study trip to KL in october. maybe i get to go. if i go, ham's going. so hopefully i can. then we can enjoy our asses off. i have SAD news to tell my fellow malay muslim SP friends. we will start school on the 31st of Oct. and our hari raya is on the 3rd of nov. seesh. couldn't the school wait a couple more weeks till reopening? i'm predicting that the lot of us will miss school purposely. i know i am. i wanna go out and get green packets and to fill my stomach with delish kuihs and food. i already planned what to do during raye and this news comes along. seesh. mood killer, definitely.

teachers' day tmr. i didn't go back to evss. last minute back out. no point. coz the teachers there are like *tut*. whatever that is.

EPI skit tmr. ain and i wearing office clothes. or in layman terms, formal wear. heehee. i'll look spiffy. haha. after that it's all, lessons as usual. i hope my other groupmates will wear nicely. ties and all.

i have 4 days to complete a science report, 2 presentations PPT.

you're always on my mind
whether i want to or not.
but whenever i think of you,
he's there too.
so now i'm confused,
which one?

7:49 pm
ilovedjason

Monday, August 29, 2005

the whole of today has been humid. even when ain and i were on the train ride home. seesh. but i didn't feel the heat so much. too busy reading and then sleeping my ass off. earlier in the morning, ain and i got seats. she was reading Today and i was reading my book. a self proclaimed bookworm, i was engrossed in my book. reading on and on. so. at this one point, i accidentally hit my foot to the person standing in front of me. i looked at the person from the toes. look up slowly and saw that the person was actually a pregnant lady. and i was like, 'OH SHIT!' i was thinking. here we are, ain and i, wearing tudung. expected to show a good example. and there we are sitting like ignorant idiots. i felt so bad not giving my seat up. but i figured it was too late. so i kept on reading my book. and this lady whom i initially thought was the pregnant lady's friend came up to her. i decided to shut my ears from their conversation. later we get off at dover station. ain and i talked abt the incident. ain told me that the woman whom i thought was the friend was actually a stranger and she had asked the pregnant lady, 'they didn't offer you a seat?' so there. i said it. but the pregnant lady was also a bit 'slow'. a one moment there this empty seat next to me. she wasn't quick enough to rush for it. maybe she just wants the sympathy. seesh. i sound like *tut*. whatever that is.

went to fc6 to try out the new stall. not bad ah. something different. it has kebabs, halal pastas. we took a long time thinking of what to order. i finally settled for lagsana with meat sauce. okay ah. could be further improved. while waiting for the food, guess walks to the very same stall?? afsal, dzaki and riezal. dzak and riezal had their formal wear on. i have to ask you guys. why do you think that wearing a white shirt with black trousers is formal?? i mean, it is. sort of. but don't you think it looks like a waiters' uniform or even something an undertaker would wear?? haha. no offense. you guys should have more colour in your wardrobe.

speaking of formal wear. i have a skit i need to perform. on thursday. been sometime since i put on an act. haha. i can feel school getting stressed again. haha. weird phrase. tests are coming. reports are due. i think next saturday will be the last FB training i'm going to until after the exam. and after that...........ENJOY!!! haiz. 3 weeks of no FB. at least i have a stick and balls to play around with at home. haha. that sentence sounds cheeky.

anyways, to my fellow FB mate, Nisa!! happy 18th birthday!! wahaha. bile nak blanje aku?? wahaha.

why did you have to appear when i just made the decision?
why did you have to be in my mind?
why is it so hard to forget?
why you?

mal

9:52 pm
ilovedjason

Sunday, August 28, 2005

my msn nick for the day: im not a puddle of water you can just step on

went to mustangs-salibandy match yesterday. my prediction was right. the win salibandy had over mustangs was not that big a margin. but mustangs could have fought back to challenge salibandy's 5 goals with a few of their own. so now it's up to cornix and slay-k to determine which club will play against which club from the eastern conference in the semi finals. if the mustangs get fourth, they will go against merahan knights. FORZA MUSTANGS!!

heehee. how's my reporting skills?? can beat hansa jaeger or not?? probably not. for those who don't know who's hansa jaeger, go to my links and click on sp mustangs. hansa jaeger is the unknown author for the blog mentioned.

im so bored right now. but luckily im in the midst of reading a book. and i know for a fact that in these coming weeks i'll be stressed out again. by projects and assignments and of course the upcoming tests and exam. luck is on my side because there's only hydraulics paper. but next semester there's 2. seesh. gotta start revising already. 2nd year is hard work. haiz.

island of wonder. where do you come from? - nelly furtado
if it's real, it's unconditional - alicia keys

this phrases have been stuck in my head for some time.

ciao

p/s: im not risking my vulnerability for you. i don't wanna be naive abt things wif you. im going to get rid of this obsession. sorry if i ever were a bother to you.

11:34 pm
ilovedjason

Friday, August 26, 2005

3 names you go by
- amalina
- mal
- molly

3 screen names you have had
- ms. amalina
- mal
- molly

3 physical things you like about yourself
- my mile wide smile
- my height
- my arms

3 physical things you don't like about yourself
- my facial skin
- my nose
- my ... ... ... ... ...

3 things that scare you
- Allah
- being alone
- losing my loved ones

3 of your everyday essentials
- hp
- ezlink
- wallet

3 things that you are wearing right now
- jeans
- white long sleeve tee
- tudung

3 things that you want in a relationship
- love
- trust
- understanding

3 physical things of the opposite sex that appeals to you
- smile
- eyes
- height!!!

3 of your favourite hobbies
- reading
- playing floorball
- singing

3 things you want to do really badly now
- finish geomatics
- play tomorrow's game
- read

3 careers that you are considering/have considered
- lawyer
- police officer
- teacher

3 places you want to go on vacation
- australia
- france
- spain

3 things you want to do before you die
- read more
- be a mother
- repent

3 ways that you are stereotype-ing a boy
- indecisive
- lazy asses
- shld be taller

3 ways that you are stereotype-ing a girl
- bitchy
- going crazy over guys
- crazy about shopping

3 male and female celeb crushes
- orlando bloom
- johnny depp
- ian somerhalder
- angelina jolie
- jessica alba
- mandy moore

3 peeps i would like to see take this 'quiz'
- su
- you
- anyone

3:00 pm
ilovedjason

Thursday, August 25, 2005

it's impossible..impossible by christina aguilera..nothing's impossible, xtina..but sometimes i question myself..okay nvm..

met up wif dee, tasha, marl, shaf and ariff juz now..had coffees at starbucks..sat there from 6+ to 9..wah..my ass was numb by the end of the 3 hours..but i had a good time..laughing our asses off listening to jokes courtesy of mr. ariff..and reliving the good old times of secondary skool..wif teachers' day coming up..reminiscing..i tink my class, 3/4-09 and 3/4-08 had the most fun out of the 4 express classes..we had fights wif teachers..the other 2 classes were BORING!! wahaha..jgn marah eh su..we were picking on the teachers juz now..so fun..how this PE teacher is so f*cked up..how that english teacher has legs like an elephant..waahahahaha..but i have to salute the teachers that made it thru wif all our crap..

wanting to move on
but the image of you in my mind
i cant erase it
your smile
your eyes
your humour
maybe its etched permanently
my courage is not there
to tell you how i feel

ciao..

10:09 pm
ilovedjason

Friday, August 19, 2005

i have not updated in sometime. everytime i want to, my stoopid comp freaks out. so i have no chance of updating. if in skool, nah. too busy doing projects and paying attention in class. wahahahaha. went out wif ain after skool juz now. bought a lot stuff. she and i are nearly broke now. heehee. can't be too detailed. kwakwakwa. this is yen's fave online laugh.

went to the national library. and i must say WOW!! it's huge!! 16 storeys high. and it's so modernised. i especially loved the fiction section. the reference section covers the rest of the levels. i tink. ain suggested taking the tour. but nah. i was too tired from walking. my knees were aching so badly. hahaha. now my friends and i can study there for our exams. this is wat i call central. no need go skool. study at the national library.

tmr zaf[my sec. skool friend. not dzaf SPFB] and i are going out. i tink saadiah's following. and maybe shaf. eating at istanbul's. this nice lakse place at eastpoint. so tmr after training i'll be starving until i meet zaf.

been a bitch this week. PMSing i guess. everytime i watch one tree hill, it always get to me emotionally.

don't force it on someone

ciao

8:13 pm
ilovedjason

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

johnny depp as willy wonka..PERFECT!! he's the perfect candidate..i have always loved johhny depp's acting..he carries every role out perfectly..i can say he's one of the best actors..did u noe that he didn't really want to be an actor?? he never gave a single thought to acting until nicholas cage asked him to..can't wait for his next movie, corpse bride..and then potc2..wakakakaka..

i've started reading deception point by dan brown..interesting..he's definitely one of my fave authors now..but i tink sidney sheldon is still the best..that old man knows his stuff..my most memorable sheldon book is the one abt split personalities..abt 3 women..that's the best i tink..and i have yet to watch the movies..

went out wif the crazy bunch juz now..took alot of pics..will post them soon..and of course neos..ahahaha..killed time by lounging around at bk..aiyenne and harm tot i was psycho-ing them too much today..i psycho-ed them into going to secret recipe..then starbucks..but in the end we went to bk..where drinks are cheaper..wahaha..but first we had our long awaited lunch at pizzahut..had the lava pizza..fuyo!! the cheese really is overflowing..i spent abt $11 there..worth ur every cent..

so now..im juz stressed out wif the fact that i've not finished my projects which mostly dued on friday..argh!!! assignments suck..but hell..they help out wif our final marks..so muz do!!

my dearest friend whom i have not seen in 3 years is coming to singapore..for a 2 week vacation..im psyched to see her..insyAllah she will reach here safe and sound..and maybe she'll give ideas on wat to write for the essay comp im entering..wahahaha..

i keep thinking of you.

ciao

10:32 pm
ilovedjason

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

red!! everywhere u go..u shld see red today..why?? coz it's national day..wahaha..40 years old..i tink singapore's quite young..compared to the other countries..im proud to be a singaporean..even though there are some idiots living in this country..like that extremely racist asshole..i don't think racists shld be allowed to live in singapore..singapore promotes racial harmony..hurmph!!

going to skool tmr..alot more projects to be done..argh!! i don't wanna lose marks becoz of late submission..that's a stoopid reason to lose marks over..i mean u can plan ur timetable to do whatever u want..why shld it always be last minute..?? im juz saying this in general..i mean..i noe alot of peeps do last minute work..but wth..im good at last minute work..wahahahaha..

charlie and the chocolate factory here i come..wahahaha..there are 2 other movies i really wanna watch..bewitched and wedding crashers..i also wanted to catch crash..but too damned bad it's m18..okaylah..gtg..

ciao

9:58 pm
ilovedjason

Monday, August 08, 2005

okay..today my sidekicks weren't in skool..minah tudung..ahahaha..joking je tau..was in m'sia..enjoying herself and probably finding high and low for ruffedge's new cd..hope she gets it..so that i can copy it from her..muscle woman was not in skool today too..she's was tired from working out last night..i guess she slept thru the day..coz i msg-ed her abt rider cute..she didn't reply..hahaha..and tmr national day lagi..minah tudung will be at the padang enjoying the parade..can't wait for wednesday..

all my malay muslims friends..please go to this blog and tell me what you think.. www.thesecondholocaust.blogspot.com ...and let me tell you..be ready to get really pissed..im feeling so royally pissed right..i don't usually use the actual words..but FUCK that blogger ah..who are you to say that about islam?? are you that big of a person to say those things?? oh please..you're just a fucking coward..you didn't even dare to write your real name..maybe i should just you call RODENT since you called us that..me?? im standing up for myself and what i believe in..i tink that the bombings are wrong..but i don't go around saying bad things..i don't go around looking down on other peeps religions..HAVE SOME RESPECT, IDIOT!! it's the easiest thing to do..and i'll bet that you don't even have a fucking conscience right?? you don't feel fucking guilty?? well, fuck you..mats and minahs..is a culture..and most of them happen to be malays..and im proud to be a malay muslim..think abt what you say..before saying it..maybe you're doing to this to get attention..you got mine..and you also got something else..hatred from every1 who feels strongly abt this..HAH!!

to those who read this entry..im sorry for the harsh words..i just needed to vent my anger..

ciao

10:12 pm
ilovedjason

Saturday, August 06, 2005

i had the misfortune of getting a cramp during game time during training juz now..somehow my left calf had a freaking muscle pull..and i couldn't run properly..and i fell graciously to the court..ah..so embarrassing..ish..this is the third time i fell on court..or maybe it was twice..i first fell during a match against TP..wah..the floor was super slippery..i wasn't used to the floor there..it was varnised parquet..and SP's fb court is like made of rubber..i tink..and i didn't get a cramp that time..some b*tch pushed me..and the fall made a burn on my trackpants..my fave trackpants..speaking of trackpants..i tink i need to get new ones..maybe find an orange, a pink and green trackpants..wahahaha..bright colours..hmm..what tees shld i match it wif??

today's training was somewhat boring..sorry idhzaar..maiden try at coaching us..there was no 2.4km test becoz BO aka coach was sick..and asst. coach, jie hong, didn't come down..but we did run around the court a few times..didn't do 20 Perfect Passes..which i have come to love..did some new drills..kinda okay..if done properly..and i felt we didn't do enough drills..which i also look forward to..then it was game time..argh!! didn't perform..was having fun..i was pulling at nisa..i was running all over the damned court..and i didn't run back to the defense when needed..and this caused me to be tired..so easily..promptly at twelve..our training ended..it felt so short..haiz..

i finished reading sidney sheldon's Are You Afraid Of The Dark? and, as usual, it was good..I NEED NEW BOOKS TO READ!!!! can someone give me ideas of what to write for an compo competition?? anything!!! i need inspirations..and also..can someone give Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince for my birthday which is in 3 months time..?? wahahaha..it's on 17th Oct by the way..unless i have it by then..give me another book..something by sidney sheldon..oh wait..don't..it'll be like my last present from 'him'..this is a hint BTW!!!!! wahahahahaha..tak malu seh mal..

my parents got me hooked onto this song by david bowie..it was performed by this girl at RockStar INXS..the title is The Man Who Sold The World..and she sang wif a lot of passion..and i fell in love wif the song..and the way she sang it..

aniwaes..im not looking forward to going to skool on monday..becoz most of the lessons is conducted by MM woman..and i have a lot of assignments to hand in..and also becoz on tuesday is national day..so why not have a long weekend break right?????????? seesh..and on wednesday..we, charlie's angels, are going to watch Charlie And The Chocolate Factory..and have a feast at Pizza Hut..wakakakaka..cheese pizza here i come..and sal, thanx for telling me that the pizza is delish..now can't to try it!!!!! lalalalalala..

feeling absolutely happy..but was it because of you??

ciao

9:49 pm
ilovedjason

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

met wif the BFs juz now..dah lame tak jumpe..aku rindu korang!!!! we shld meet earlier next time and then we will get more time to talk..and catch up..i have a lot of stories to bilang korang..but nanti macam tak cukup time gitu..so kite jumpe again k?? and earlier....................DEE!!! UPLOAD THE PICS FAST2..AKU NAK!!!!! love you girls.................

had my retests juz now..seesh..juz like that MM woman said..the questions were so similar..i practically copied the working off the corrections from the previous test..and btw it's an open book test..so i hope i can pass the freaking papers wif flying colours..if not..then i don't know what to say already..will be getting math test paper tmr..seesh..and i tink the PBL is due tmr..and being us..we have not touched it one bit..it's collecting dust amongst the papers..wa kaka kaka kaka..

WAN!!! JAGE KAU!! KAU MEMANG NAK KENE DARI AKU!!!! KAU KENE KAN AKU KAN..AKU KENE KAN KAU..INGAT PANTUN AKU????? ADE UBI ADE BATAS, ADE HARI BOLE BALAS..SO SKRNG AKU NAK BALAS PULAK..

TO ALL THE PEEPS WHO READ MY BLOG..EVEN IF U DON'T KNOW THIS PERSON CALLED RIDUWAN..PLEASE WATCH THIS VIDEO OF HIM DANCING AS A FORFEIT..THE VID IS COURTESY FROM ZANA..THANX ZANA!!!
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puas sikit..padan muke kau wan!!!! and hey peeps..leave a tag when u leave..wakakakakaka..tY..

ciao

9:48 pm
ilovedjason

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

second day of the new term..started off okay..nothing much..towards the end of the day i realised something..my exams are so near..in week 7 i tink..that is if i remember the date correctly..is somewhere in september..seesh..and tmr i have the freaking retests..wth..need to practice the damned workings..even though its open book..now juz have to wait for math results..which im not looking forward to..

wan came up wif a pantun last night..we were chatting on msn last night wif our classmates..and i was gone for a few minutes..and i knew they were talking abt me..so i typed out this pantun..
me: ade ubi ade batas..ade hari bole balas..
wan: ade penggetuk[hammer] ade paku..yang mengumpat bukan aku..
hearing it, reading it rather, was kinda funny..

watched antm last night..that stoopid brandy..seesh..so whiny..and always complaining..don't deserve to be there any longer..i like naima, kahlen..keenyah..got somemore ah..but these three are the ones i remember..and i like the winner they picked for this season..she's unique..juz like adrianne and yoanna..i don't know why they didn't show the third season..seesh..and i know for a fact that this season they have more nude shots..i wonder why that is..hahaha..and i certainly didn't expect for the first episode to have nude shots..and i don't like that brittany woman..i tink she's a man stuck in a woman's body..and i tink she went for lips job..it's so swollen..and yeah..she's like janice dickenson..urgh!!

meeting my BFs on friday instead of tmr..miss my BFs like crazy..haven't seen my BFs for a long time..........................................

no broken bones when i fell..but you didn't see the crack in my heart..

ciao

9:08 pm
ilovedjason

Monday, August 01, 2005

okay..i changed my blogskin..again..and i hope this time..this blardy thing won't give me probs..tag me what u tink abt this..

im feeling pretty good today..a pretty good reason why too..wa kaka kaka kaka..got back my tests paper..seesh..i was hoping to at least pass my freaking hydraulics..but seesh..wth..couldn't care less aniwaes..hell..there's always retests..

seesh..im bored..

i MISS my bestfriends!!!!!!!!!!! i love u girls so much..bile nak jumpe???? lalalalala..we need to meet up..and it has to be soon..im bursting wif stories................

REESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! a nickname for .... ....

ciao

9:37 pm
ilovedjason