Tuesday, September 27, 2005
chalet tmr. haiz. i think it's very last minute. but that's us. heehee. i don't know when in the hell are going to buy the food. haiz. last minute thing again.
after school just now, ain and i went to orchard. she teman me go buy balls. then i teman her go city plaza. she finally got her Ruffera. and by chance she also saw an old album of innuendo and RE and VE. some sort of a collection. i'm going to borrow it. malay rNb is not that bad. only the extremely jiwang songs like... ... eee! don't want to mention. nanti ade org tersinggung. once i think i'm going to go back to my malay roots and write a malay entry. hah. let's wait and see.
okay. now i get why DEE and TASH are always late. heehee. jgn marah ya. i've been late for the last couple of times i meet my classmates. and i have to tell you. being late is ADDICTIVE!! i think i'm hooked. i keep sleeping in. and then i take my time ironing my clothes and tudung. and then i bathe slowly. then make my bed. pack my bag. put on my basic make up and put on my tudung too. and then i salam my mother and then take a sip of the water she pours for me. and then put on my shoes. and then salam her again. that's been my usual routine for the past year since i started school at SP. but recently, only recently, my sense of timing is off. hmmm.
you're like the candle in the wind.
tyring to stay strong in the gushing wind.
but somehow your fire is flickering.
it's getting weak.
10:49 pm
ilovedjason
Monday, September 26, 2005
it just dawned on me that october is near. very near. and that means by the middle of october, i'll be 18. and seesh. i don't want to any older. hah.the school hols are here. and i ain't doing nothing at home. except sleep. read. eat. and crap. on saturday went for an impromptu training. not many turned up. but it was kinda fun. that bloody idiot who shaz says he doesn't mark anyone and goes around chasing EVERYONE, keeps running after me during the game. and he's not your regular sized guy. he's bigger than most of them and he was chasing the ball. just imagine if he doesn't stop on time?? i'll be covered in bruises right now. hah. so after that ate fc3. had my fave mee bandong there. for $2.50 and a whole lot of spice, i LOVE it!! reached home and my parents asked me to follow them go parkway. went shopping sakan there. not really. bought shoes from charles and keith. before i go on any further, i shall ask ain, WHAT KIND OF SHOE DID YOU BUY FROM C&K?? and hamizah, I DID NOT BUY A WEDGE. i'm kinda with my choice of shoes. suits my first day baju. and i think i have a shoe fetish. cause i plan to get more. and also bags. ahhhhhhhhh! my love affair with bags and shoes. my dearest bestfriends, soon we shall get that clutch ya..?? remember our date this friday.watched barbershop 2. funny sia. should watch it peeps.it's weird how you appear in the weirdest of dreams.it's weird how you appear in mine.being there when i needed you.but that's just an illusion.unreal..........
9:16 pm
ilovedjason
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
YES AH!! MY TESTS AND EXAM ARE DONE. WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!i'm happy that it's done and over with. now the only worry is my results. and i'm going to receive it 2 weeks before school reopens. or is it earlier?? hmmm. don't want to worry about that now. now i just have to enjoy first. heehee. so the chalet is next week. and then floorball training. yes ah. finally. training. the FB sentosa trip is no more until after january (details from dzaf's blog). seesh. that's like another 3 months. but what i'm really looking forward to is, you know it, say it with me, KL!!!!!! muahaha. just bear with me until 6th oct. that's when i come back from KL.after paper just now, went out to bugis. ate at banquet to fill my very empty stomach. we were supposed to discuss the chalet and when to do our ASSignment and decide when to finish our geomatics prac, but in the end we walked around bugis and SHOPPED! since ain and i knew what we want to get, we went to body shop to get it. instead of just buying the EDT, we also bought shower gel. si ain ah. she psychoed me. usually that's my job. spend $21 just for 2 things. but before that we went to M1 and singtel.yen and ain want to change their plan to the student plan. $25.20. 500 free sms. free incoming all day. both student plans from M1 and singtel is the same. same price same benefits. but i get extra benefit ah. why?? my father works at singtel. ahahaha. so i get more benefits. while all of you pay the full 100% price. i pay like half of it. yeap. that's right. you read right. i pay only half my bill. and my bill is only usually $14++. weeee. and i know someone is jealous reading this. heh.will slack the whole day tmr. read. sleep. read. sleep. eat.i need advice on how to stress up easily. i need advice on how not to get angry easily. i need advice on how to soften my looks. i need advice period.to be only yours i prayto be only yours i know now that you're my only hope.
10:35 pm
ilovedjason
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
woohoo. tmr's my one and only exam. hydraulics. wish me luck. i think i am studying hard enough for this paper. never have i been this ethusiastic about studying. maybe i'm so enthu about this paper because it has a heavy weightage. 50%. seesh. it's all about practice really. i was saying to my friends just now, what if i was this enthu when i was preparing for my Os? and then i said, prob i would've gotten my choice course. haiz.i'm getting all excited now about sentosa and KL. but too bad my twin isn't going to be there. and also maybe my other 'sis' is not going to be there. ape ah korang?? tinggal kan aku sorang2. jangan tinggal daku, oh dewi, oh juwita..... wahahaha. please change your mind k????my last day at school. and then into freedom at 1610. weee. going out. but nowhere to go. somewhere i can spend. but can't spend lot. need to buy more things at KL. haha. i'm probably rubbing this in some of your faces. but i have to you peeps something. yesterday, my dearest friend, syam, told me that one of our friends was robbed when he and his friends was across the causeway. in my head i was thinking, syam, don't tell me. you're scaring me. i'm scared because they will be no adult supervision after 6. and hell yes, the 3 of us are roaming around KL.absence makes the heart grow fonder.and this heart has definitely grown fonder of you.....
9:57 pm
ilovedjason
Sunday, September 18, 2005
i first heard of the saying absence makes the heart grow fonder when i listened to one of joss stone's songs. and i wonder if it's true. tralala. maybe it's true. coz i'm missing my bestfriends. haha. you probably thought i was talking about him. haha.some of you may know of the website by this racist idiot. the holocaust idiot i call him. well i read in the papers today he's been caught. and guess what?? he's only 17. sometime ago i heard that there 2 guys caught for similar reasons. is it true?? hmmm. what have we, malays, done wrong to these people?? i don't know much about the 2 chinese dudes caught. but i know hell lot more about the holocaust idiot. only 17 and angry. seesh. he might face to some time in prison. his websites have since been closed down. i'm not going to return the favour and be extremely rude to my chinese friends because they didn't do anything wrong. but this idiot deserves a sentence. and a good bleeding one at that. it's over and done with.apprentice tonight was noisy in the boardroom. and i think erin deserved the boot. and i agreed with angie that she can talk her way out of anything. and i also think that erin is a spoiled brat. i mean so what if you don't know nuts about home depot?? just contribute. is it so hard to participate?? and i don't like her hair. i mean i love straight hair. but hers is just dead Boring! with a capital B. add some layers to it, *tut*.
10:59 pm
ilovedjason
Saturday, September 17, 2005
i was kinda shocked when i found out that frankie j sang more than words. and he sang it beautifully. haha. i am supposed to watching wicker park on star movies. but hell. since the comp is free from my brothers, i thought i used it for a while. went to school just now. late for the many times this week. revised on my hydraulics. will start on the new topics on monday. will i manage to cram all the things in 2 days?? hmm. maybe. done it before. after that is ENJOY ENJOY ENJOY!! had a good time studying just now. joked alot. haha.found out some interesting stuff just now too. i found out that ... ... ...CDs i wanna borrow - My Chemical Romance, The Killers, Emancipation of Mimi. anyone with any of these CDs i mention, i'd like to borrow them.more than words.that's how i feel.
10:03 pm
ilovedjason
Friday, September 16, 2005
watched perfect catch just now with hamizah. good movie. haha. funny. yelah. got jimmy fallon in it. im beginning to like him more and more. walked around wisma to look at shoes and bags. i think i know where i wanna get my clutch. my shoes are still undecided. but my dearest cousin ni, she made me like wedges. so there's a high possibility that i might get a wedge. wedgie. haha.watched the OC. stupid ryan. trey. damn ryan, cause he didn't trust marissa (even though i don't like her). damn trey, cause he lied to his brother and swearing it on their mother. seth and summer are forever breaking up and making up. but i think this time it's for good. their making up. caleb is dead. hah. but he's not the bad guy in this show. well, not really ah. and i think kirsten should go for the rehab. let's wait for next week's show.i have alot of things on my mind that i need to get. bags, shoes. and all these things need money to actually purchase them. and also i have alot of movies that i have yet to watch. red eye, brothers' grimm, longest yard. coming soon movies- dogtown (i think). alot lah. a movie buff.there will be a meeting tmr at fc5. about the sentosa trip. hmm. on my calendar there are 3 big outings. class chalet, sentosa trip, and KL!! haha. now can start thinking abt KL. cause only left hydraulics paper on wednesday. mugging over the weekend. i think i did okay for my math and science. but let's just hope i can pass. for CECON. hmm. doubtful. borderline pass?? maybe. hah. stranal? hah!thought of you
12:01 am
ilovedjason
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
song of the day: swing swing by the all american rejects. love that song. first heard in sec 4. always listen to the song while researching for my FnN report. might change the music to swing swing. or maybe their new single dirty little secret.my tests are halfway done. another 3 more to go. i know for a fact that i flunked my stranal. but i also know that i'll pass my strdgn. my fave module so far. cecon tmr. and then math and science on thursday. after that it's just hydraulics on wednesday. after that can enjoy. class chalet. floorball sentosa outing. kl trip with ain and ham. have to enjoy to the fullest before stressing out again in semester 2.was supposed to study just now. but too many distractions. haha. *smiling. thinking of the distraction.* by the end of the day. left only wan and me. we discussed about raye. haha. can't wait.haiz. why am i so sleepy??smiling.and smiling.and all because of you.
9:27 pm
ilovedjason
Sunday, September 11, 2005
bloody hell. i typed some stuff just now. and my bloody comp got rebooted. seesh. it's old and it needs a replacement.went out with the besties on friday. had alot of fun. snapping photos of ourselves at mccafe. will post the pics on my photobucket soon enough. so you GUYS, i emphasise on the GUYS part, can wash your eyes. ahahaha. walked around at far east. had sort of a small shopping spree. haha. but my day ended crappily. i had the flu at the end of the day. i finished 2 packs of tissues. and i think the bug sticking with for sometime. so peeps around me for the next few days, get yourselves ready with tissue. cause i think it's contagious.went to school to study yesterday. yeah. study on a saturday. i mean that's my floorball day. where i hang out with my floorball friends after training. but nooooo. i had to practice for my test. and then i had a kenduri. reached hamizah's early to 'help' out. heehee. hamizah, we're going out on thursday ya?? hahaha.so just now in the morning after my religious class, i went to the halal food convention at expo. nothing much. just the same thing. but i was looking forward to buying the soursop drink. and i got it. i've yet to try the new peel fresh soursop-nata de coco drink.standing in a crowd.looking for a familiar face.looking for yours in particular.looking out for that cute hairstyle you have on.looking for that goatee that you grow.looking and looking out for you.
8:21 pm
ilovedjason
Friday, September 09, 2005
i just finished watching one tree hill. it's the last episode tonight. and as usual, i was feeling a little emo watching it. i don't know why this show gets to me this way. so let me tell you peeps abit about the episode. brooke has to leave one tree hill. i think she's confused about her feelings for lucas, who loves her. peyton is nursing a broken heart because jake left her in search of his daughter. nathan is holding back his dream because he thought his mother took prescription drugs because he left the house. but eventually decided to go for it. when he was about to leave, his estranged wife, haley, also lucas' bestfriend, shows up at his house. karen, lucas' mother, is going to new zealand to look for her boyfriend. dan, lucas' and nathan's father, is poisoned. and i think his brother, keith, is the one who did it. or maybe andy, karen's boyfriend. i think that about sums it up. and i can't wait for the next season. OC's going to end soon too. *sigh*i changed my blogskin. again. i like this skin because simplicity is something i crave for. nothing in this world is simple anymore. you'd have to read between the lines to get the true meanings behind something. like for example, something that coulde be so simple like LOVE, is getting more complex by the minute. in my case, i'm beginning to wonder how long this crush that i have on him is going to last. i mean, first there was *M*. then there was *AMER*. and now him. why does everything has to be complicated all of the sudden??argh! i'm rambling. urgh! even the seth-summer-zach triangle is going to end. in the end summer didn't pick either seth or zach. marissa and ryan is going to end. again.but you can't really compare reel and real right?i'm waiting for a transfer from ain's comp to mine to finish. and then i can finish my book. so far i've read 2 books within 24hours. i'm addicted to reading. once i have more money, i'll buy myself loads and loads of books. and i'm going to have a personal library. wahahaha.it's not simple with you.and i don't think it ever will.
12:57 am
ilovedjason
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
hati ku berdegup laju, mengenangkan dirimu. tak berguna lagi ku menahan perasaan ini.....this lyric is from VE's Baby. nice song indeed. to the malay songs fanatics. listen to this song. it's beautifully written. very touching. not so jiwang to the point of NEW BOYZ. eek!! no way. they're not my kind of music. malay rNb is nice. everytime i listen to this song, im reminded of someone. haiz.finished my presetations. just the last report before i can finally study. hah. heh. like real. but yeah. i need to study harder. and also smarter. no point tangling up my mind with thinking of him. at least not now.tmr im paying up. the $200 for my maybe KL trip. see how things are first. but i really wanna go. can shop for raye. and maybe get some stuff for my dearies. how i miss you girls!! haiz. rindu korang!! haha. see? other peeps miss their significant other. i miss my bestfriends. let's just see when i have a boyfriend. see who i miss more. haha. when and if.i know you're busy.that is why i'm not disturbing.yes i know i've been disturbing you.but i can't help it.sorry.
9:56 pm
ilovedjason
Monday, September 05, 2005
...pabila kau pergiyessa. i finally got the song. thanx azfar. nak tunggu shai. lame nah. but i still want yours, shai. haha. had the science/hydraulics presentation juz now. it was okay. one down. one to go. and one report still needed to be done. after that is STUDY STUDY STUDY!!! stress time is finally here. my classmates. if i get too stressed and freak out on you guys, please tell me to rilek. haha.i miss my dearies. i've been away from them for too long. it's time we catch up ya. got something to u girls. i wanna eat cake at SECRET RECIPE. please!! can we go there???? or maybe for my birthday kite gi secret recipe. i just want the cakes. or buy oreo cheesecake. damn. im hooked onto cheesecakes. the creamier, the better. and no. i won't get muak by cheesecake. it's cheese. who doesn't like cheese?? wahaha.my mother reminded me that my birthday is coming. im happy that im finally going to be 18. but i don't like becoz it means im a year older. i like being 17 u noe. it's my fave number. aniwaes. my birthday is coming up another month's time. still a looooooooong time to go. speaking of being 18, DEEEEEE!! JOM KITE AMEK DRIVING TOGETHER-GATHER????smiling to myself.feeling happy.because of you.not willing to give up yet.
10:21 pm
ilovedjason
Saturday, September 03, 2005
okay. before i forget to say this. SU!! adek aku beli craig david's cd. aku dah puas dgr. wahaha. okay aku burn it for you. so glad he's back. and his voice is smooth as always. *swoons*last night i went to muzikarama. and i have to say it's good. funny. and creative of them to combine different parts of old malay movies into one. i especially love the songs. some1 with songs like, Di Mana Kan Ku Cari Ganti, Jeritan Batinku, please let me know. i want them!! i want the originals. not the cover versions.training today. kind of pissed that there only 8 balls left out of the 20. seesh. now must buy balls already. haiz. i'm trying to come up with an ingenious way of labelling the balls without the labels fading. had 2/3 of the full court because there was a rock climbing competition just now. even though it's a 2/3 court, it was super tiring haha. trying out a new strategy. hope i can remember it during a real game. had physical today. my legs are aching. and yes, my left leg is hurting more. i was on the verge of getting a cramp while running just now. and losing my breath too easily now.makan lunch with sally, yani, and hawa. had fun borak-king about getting married. haha. we're still too young. but not yani. hahaha. haha. haiz.dilemma hitting's me hard.he's my dilemma.yet you're my everything.
9:39 pm
ilovedjason