Wednesday, July 29, 2009
i need a new birthmonth.
i need a new hometown.
i need a new idol.
i need a new job.
i need anything that is not associated with shit.
i really should try breathing when i'm angry. but some bad shit always get to me. get on my effing nerves. shit. i really should go for breathing class. maybe take some anger management classes too. or maybe i should just try out kickboxing so i can effing kick all my anger out of me. so. or maybe i should learn why good characters are really the evil ones. maybe, maybe.
went for liverpool vs. singapore. first half was so-so. rafa didn't play the star players. but hey. second half was awesome! :) torres, kuyt scored. :) alonso played. part-time kopite. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
12:55 am
ilovedjason
Friday, July 24, 2009
almost everything in my life is tainted with you. it's so tainted with you that it's not even funny anymore. and i'm supposed to be neutral about that? so please, help me God, i want her out of my life. now i can't, won't even want to pretend to like you. shit happens, everyone. even when you don't want to.my feel good music doesn't sound as good anymore. bleargh. :(
12:24 am
ilovedjason
Saturday, July 18, 2009
to whom it may concern.i may be 'evil' by doing this, but i don't give a shit. honestly. what's your definition of evil? by writing sarcastic remarks is evil? what dictionary are you using? if your definition of evil is writing sarcastic remarks, then my definition of evil is when someone hurts my friend. so when you say 'whatever good character' you have in you left, what is the definition of 'good character' in your dictionary? is it when your boyfriend decided to move on blatantly in front of someone who may have had feelings for him? and especially when she was still grieving over the loss of someone important in her life? is 'good character' defined as oh-she-doesn't-want-him-now-so-i'll-take-him? is 'good character' being selfish of your own happiness in the expense of others? so please before you say you have 'good character', question yourself and your boyfriend.and one more thing. all of us don't live in your world. we live in the real world. we don't have to live by your rules. we don't want to pretend to like you. we don't have to hug you everytime we see you. you are no one to me, in my world. to me, you were someone whom i used to know. someone who wouldn't hurt her friends. turns out i was wrong. some friend you are.last but not least. i just don't get how fcuking oblivious you can be. no one asks someone who's in mourning 'what are we?'. no one asks that and moves on to her friend in one week. how insensitive can one get? well, you sure showed me. and if i didn't know how ignorant someone can get. well, you showed that one to me too. facebook wall posts are for everyone to see, you know? or are you THAT ignorant not to know that too?and please. don't make excuses for yourselves. 'we're in love, so we're entitled to our own happiness'. BULLSHIT! love is blind or should i say, blinding. it blinds you to the fact that you think what you're doing wrong is right. if you seriously think that getting your happiness at someone else's expense is right, gosh, you're sorely mistaken.so now i know someone who's oblivious, ignorant, delusional, someone with 'good character', someone who does no evil. how does your boyfriend keep up with that? oh wait, i forgot. you live in your world. you could be anybody.(in true treeboy...)okay? bye!-----------i've gotten a load off my chest. i guess that should last me for some time.zoo with the gang was okaaaay. only the splash show amused me. the rest was boring. hahahahaha. next up, underwater world! sad but true, i've never been there.
10:58 pm
ilovedjason
Thursday, July 16, 2009
i should be glad i'm learning about human behaviour. the society. because i'm curious what kind humanity some people have in them. i want to know why.there's so much hate, war in this world that it's embedded in our lives. it's so deeply embedded that we can't separate the negative from our everyday lives. there's always those little things that have negativity in them.well. i've been warned. so i'm staying away from 'that'. 'they' are not worth it.
12:33 am
ilovedjason
Saturday, July 11, 2009
best date. so far. thank you, sayang. :)science centre is still the same, after a few years. had fun walking around, looking at the exhibitions. i want to go to the zoo next. and tree top walk.sily.
1:56 am
ilovedjason
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Michael Jackson. i remember first listening to him when i was about five or six. i'll be there, rockin' robin, ben. those were my favourite songs from the king of pop. then as i grew older, i listened to his older songs. thriller, bad, billie jean, black and white, heal the world. his music will forever live on.----------------it will be six months this july. :) sily.
10:42 am
ilovedjason