Friday, August 28, 2009
'Get this into your head that no one cares how much you "dislike, abhor, loathe her." get a load of forgiveness in this holy month and maybe He might give you a peace of mind from your unnecessary and judgmental hatred. peace.'
well. i didn't know my blog was read by some people and pretty efficient i must say. i wonder how you knew. let me ask you this. if you don't care, why bother putting it on your facebook? this is MY private space. yeah sure it's for everyone to read. if it's my private space, and i'm venting, why should you give a damn?
you know, i actually sent your friends a facebook message, telling them what i thought about them. and after that i couldn't give a shit(hah!) anymore. i swallowed my pride and made a move to explain. but did they reply? well, let me check my facebook inbox. wait wait for it....no i can see that they didn't. so i think this is them facing what they did. 'facing us and be brave'? what a load of bs.
i snapped and decided to blog about it. all humans make mistakes. i admit mine. i should have kept my mouth shut from the very beginning. give your friends the same advice. and add this, privacy and decency to be sensitive would have kept this all at bay. me? i just a page out of their book and did the same thing. :)
ps. i stopped venting on fb. and now you want to start again? :)
10:56 pm
ilovedjason
suddenly i don't feel like celebrating my birthday anymore. i don't want to be an octo baby. seesh. i really fcuking hate her can. i know this month is ramadhan. but i can't help it. if satan, devils and all things bad are locked up, then this is really me. i really dislike, abhor, loathe her.friends. forget my birthday. forget i was ever born in october. i don't want to be reminded of her.i want to forget i was friends with her.i want to forget we share the same likes.i want to forget that we were borned in the same month.i want to forget what he said to her.i want to forget what she said to him.i want to forget what she and him did to her.i want to forget her.i want to forget her.i want to get selective amnesia.
12:39 am
ilovedjason
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
well. ramadhan is here and tomorrow's the fifth day we're fasting. time is passing by so fast that it scares me sometimes. this is our first ramadhan together and tomorrow would be our first break fast together. so many firsts. i'm glad. :)i can't wait to start school. though it's in january, this excitement i'm feeling now is overwhelming. i guess i just miss going to school. studying.
12:37 am
ilovedjason
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
it's been seven months. can you believe it? time passes so fast. :)well. ramadhan is nearly here. a few days to go. for the past couple of years, i've not been feeling the hype for raye like i always did when i was younger. nowadays, i'm just looking forward to ramadhan. this year, i want to try praying terawih at a mosque. :) maya says the feeling is different. i guess i'll have to find out for myself.woman and me are also looking forward to going to the bazaar. food food foods!! dengdeng, ramly burger, keropok lekor! all yummy foods. maybe ayam percik also.well, ramadhan will pass by as quickly. then it'll be raye. and then my birthday. which unfortunately coincides with deepavali. ever since the government made an update about the deepavali date, i've been getting jibes from my polyfriends. they are the number one suspects of people who make fun of me. sure sure, we've been friends for 5 years now, but hell, they still and always will know which buttons to press. bleargh. and yes. i know you people read my blog.for the first time, i'm going make a birthday wish list. :) muahahahahahaha.- fujifilm instax camera (but i want before raye)- or a digicam- a shopping and eating trip to kl. yeah i know i've been there loads of times, but i can never get enough of the food.- an n97. though i have a new phone. :)- a month's supply of reese's.- a complete dvd boxset of friends.- a laptop that's lightweight- a new pair of vans shoes- another manhattan portage backpackbut you know. as long as i spend my celebrations with people i care about, that's enough for me. :)
12:12 am
ilovedjason