Thursday, June 11, 2009

haven't you always wondered about it feels like to cut people off from your life? i have and it feels like shit. i felt like shit. guilty as hell. sure didn't feel good. i've yet to apologise to the person. maybe it's because i don't have the guts to do it yet. i will. someday, i'll summon all of my courage to apologise. i will.

but is it justified when the reason you avoided the person is valid? is it okay for you to ignore someone who's done something so wrong, that you'd cut them out from your life? maybe this is where the saying 'forgive and forget' comes into play. for most of us, even if you don't admit it, all of us are capable of forgiving. just not the forgetting part. sooner or later, the person you've cut off or trying to cut off will reappear. and that will just make the forgetting that much harder.

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i went out with woman today. to jb! i was kind of craving for sushi. and she was craving for her secret recipe cakes. and i was too full by the end of the day. and add my menstrual cramps, it was like a rollercoaster in my stomach.

and now i'm waiting for my dearest to reach home. :)

12:02 am
ilovedjason

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