Saturday, December 13, 2008

if i were to have a new year's resolution, it would be to be a better Muslim. if not, at least a better person. i know it's a pretty long way before i can achieve it, but i have to try. somehow. because i was just thinking, when it all ends, will i have the same courage as i'm doing all this wrong things when i'm facing Him? people who have sex before marriage, do drugs, drink alcohol, tattoo your body, kill etc., is this all worth it?? i hope they realise before its all too late.

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today has been an odd day. it's a saturday, busy but slow. i was counting down the minutes to when i was going for lunch, getting off work. the queue was on and off. if i didn't take that mc on wednesday, i would have been working for nine straight days. i need sleep. i need proper rest. till next saturday. i'll have to settle for mini movie marathons and short naps.

i'm still craving for ice cream.

i'm not mad at you. more upset than mad. i want good things for my friends and i want better for my closer friends. it is not worth it. i hope you know that. i still love you. :)

10:40 pm
ilovedjason

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