fragmentsofagirl.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

my last post for 08.

embrace whatever is, live life and give love. and you're set for 09.

i look forward to new opportunities in every aspect. it's time to be positive. no more self induced heartaches.

to my friends, i wish all of you good health, be happy, luck in love and peace.

goodbye 2008.
hello 2009. :)

11:44 pm
ilovedjason

Friday, December 26, 2008

i miss lanxi and filz. it's been so long since we hung out and talked. yes woman, i agree with what you said on your blog. i think the whatever we been through, was really a blessing in disguise. :)

i'll be needing the last toffee nut latte before it goes away until next year.

12:57 am
ilovedjason

Thursday, December 25, 2008

just talk yourself up
and tear yourself down
you've hit your one wall
now find a way around
well what's the problem?
you've got a lot of nerve
so what did you think i would say
no you can't run away
you wouldn't
i never wanted to say this
you never wanted to stay
i put my faith in you, so much faith
and then you just threw it away
you threw it away
i'm not so naive
my sorry eyes can see
the way you fight shy
of almost everything
well, if you give up
you'll get what you deserve

for a pessimist, i'm pretty optimistic. this is how i'm feeling. exactly how.

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well, australia was looooooooooooong. three hours long. draggy for the first third. and exciting for the rest. it was an interesting movie. watching hugh jackman was worth three hours sitting.

12:09 am
ilovedjason

Saturday, December 20, 2008

after five days of solitude, bliss, being home alone, my family's back from their trip. my brothers and father spent 300rm+ worth of clothes at FOS. luq, who hasn't been to kl in over 4 years, shopped like crazy according to my mum. shopping. that's a word you'll hear a lot these days. ;)

the big day went. i think it went okay. insya'Allah. :)

i need to hang out with my girlfriends. filz, lanxi, set a date. jp date. then we can explore the new wing together. :)

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weekend's here. and i have an appointment with........my bed. for at least ten hours tomorrow. i need to make up for lost time. and i need reacquaint myself with my bolster and pillows.

12:56 am
ilovedjason

Monday, December 15, 2008

okay. i feel left out from my friends' life. i only know about their lives from their blogs. which is sad. because i actually see you people at work. but time isn't being friendly to us. different shifts and whatnots. woman, i want to know who's the boy!! hehe.

1:11 am
ilovedjason

Saturday, December 13, 2008

if i were to have a new year's resolution, it would be to be a better Muslim. if not, at least a better person. i know it's a pretty long way before i can achieve it, but i have to try. somehow. because i was just thinking, when it all ends, will i have the same courage as i'm doing all this wrong things when i'm facing Him? people who have sex before marriage, do drugs, drink alcohol, tattoo your body, kill etc., is this all worth it?? i hope they realise before its all too late.

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today has been an odd day. it's a saturday, busy but slow. i was counting down the minutes to when i was going for lunch, getting off work. the queue was on and off. if i didn't take that mc on wednesday, i would have been working for nine straight days. i need sleep. i need proper rest. till next saturday. i'll have to settle for mini movie marathons and short naps.

i'm still craving for ice cream.

i'm not mad at you. more upset than mad. i want good things for my friends and i want better for my closer friends. it is not worth it. i hope you know that. i still love you. :)

10:40 pm
ilovedjason

Monday, December 08, 2008

climb up over the top
survey the state of the soul
you've got to find out for yourself
whether or not you're truly trying
why not give it a shot
shake it
take control and inevitably wind up
find out for yourself
all the strengths you have inside of you

- song for a friend

11:40 am
ilovedjason

we had dinner at madjack. duke's rd madjack rocks my socks!! though they didn't have my mushroom soup, we had the usual cheesy fries and our main course. sal ordered grilled fish in cream sauce while wani had the chicken baked rice. i had my favourite chicken in cream sauce. AND!! we finally got our long long awaited dessert. the oh so heavenly OZ Brown. hmmmmmmmmmmm.........................

next up, POPEYE'S!! hehe.

last night was the first time in a really long time that there were still crowds coming in at 10:30. there was also a sudden outburst of human traffic at ten. the queue lasted until 11:15. and i only started on my recovery after the store closed. so yeah. when the eve of a public holiday falls on a sunday, be prepared to work.

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Hari Raya Haji is today. i have not gone to see the slaughtering of goats in the longest time. i guess i stopped because seeing the goats get slaughtered makes me sad. SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA to all Muslims! :)

11:16 am
ilovedjason

Friday, December 05, 2008

year end is coming. and no way am i prepared for what's to come in 09.

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:)

12:31 am
ilovedjason

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

i miss the poly days. i miss bowling at the guild. i miss playing pool at the moberly. i miss the times when we would go to fc3 for food and eye candy. i miss the nasi lemak at fc1. i miss the gym by the pool where we could also watch the dragon boat boys. i miss sneaking into the staff toilet after training. i miss the forty cents lime juice. i miss t15 mugging hall. i miss watching russell peters and ms swan during our free time. i miss skipping class, creating excuses to the lecturers. i miss saturdays, where i would train with my fb mates. i miss when we would scramble to finish our projects. i miss our movie marathon at the moberly. i miss having breakfast at mcd, knowing we'll be late for class. i miss eating cheap kfc and pizza hut. i miss going to 7-11 for lo mai kai. i miss bunking at the classrooms, scared shitless of sp's ghostly histories. i miss school. i miss my friends. i miss my carefree poly life. i miss me.

end of fairytale.

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i want front rows seats for jason mraz and justin timberlake. :)

10:09 pm
ilovedjason

Monday, December 01, 2008

i've been staring at this screen for the last ten minutes. thoughts going through my head like a bullet train. making it hard to focus. on anything.

i need a shot from the warm gun called, Happiness
*shoot shoot bang bang*

11:49 pm
ilovedjason