Sunday, November 30, 2008

i guess it's not really out of my system. yet. because the situation still made me sad. 'we' feel different. good different, bad different. same difference.

i'm disappointed with how things are turning out to be. i wasn't hoping for anything but yet, there's this treacherous, hopeful feeling that just keeps coming back. like i was secretly, wishing and hoping. maybe i was. i don't know. the little things that wasn't supposed to matter mattered.

how i wished things were different. but i wouldn't turn back time to change any of it.

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i exercised my card today. i'll feel the ache in a month's time. :(

11:06 pm
ilovedjason

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