Tuesday, October 21, 2008

i'm thinking to myself. have i dug a deeper hole to bury myself in? i don't know. honestly don't. i will only find out when i notice anything different. i've noticed the little things and i'm trying my best to be stronger. stronger than i really am. will i make it? again, i don't know. i have to change sometime, don't i? i'll try my effing best to not let it get me. *don't let me get me...*

*to my bestfriends, if you're reading this and don't understand, it's okay. i'm okay. just one of my random blog entries. :)

raye with the spfb peeps was okay. we had better jln-s before. our pact for next year is that we have to drive!! haha. the phrase of the day is/was..."sometimes the right person is just in front of you..." only certain people know the pun intended. secret secret!

1:12 am
ilovedjason

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