you say you're tired of all the fcuked shit that's happening. well, you're not alone. i'm tired of what has happened to me. so you think i'm wrong in being cautious. when asked if anything was wrong, i voiced my feelings and i got scolded to feeling that way. made guilty for even thinking that way. in your eyes, i'm already that insecure bitch who doesn't trust her friends. i should have just kept my mouth shut. right from the very beginning. should not have told you how i felt. i should have known it would come right back and bite me in the ass. i never learn this lesson. i keep falling and i never learn to pick myself back up. i guess i truly am the unoriginal dumdum.
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