okay.todaywe'retryingsomethingnew.thekawankawanandiaretryingsomethingout.haha.itallstartedwithsal'sspinnovexinterview.longstoryah.
idon'tknowhowitwilllookontherealthing.sobearwithmejustforthisentry.heh.
mykneeisinpainrightnow.ithinkisortiftwisteditabit.hmm.worriedforit.
videooftheday
KidRockFeat.SherylCrow - Picture
9:23 pm
ilovedjason
Monday, October 30, 2006
how do one keep in contact with someone who doesn't want to be contacted?? what can one do about it?? nothing. that's right. there's nothing one could do.
went karaoke-ing just now. at first malu malu ah. first time singing with friends. but after that warmed up already. they sang isabella 3 times. i sang it only twice. haha. there was 4 singing in the song. so the four of us sang one singer's part. i was amy search. haha. hammie was her fave singer in that foursome, salem. ain was zamani/jamal abdillah. rudy was jamal abdillah/zamani. i have a video of us singing it. but can't host it on youtube cause too big. but... when there's a will, there's a way....
i'm craving for LJS. anyone wanna accompany me?? msg me yaaa. :)
video of the day
Padi - Menanti Sebuah Jawaban
fauzi baadilla. period.
9:19 pm
ilovedjason
Friday, October 27, 2006
school was alright just now. hmm.
was searching for AAR's Straitjacket Feeling. and i found this. one of my fave songs and one of my fave shows. it has clips of MICHAEL SCOFIELD and dr. sarah. alamaaaak!!
video of the day
The All American Rejects - Straitjacket Feeling
back me down from backing up
hold your breath now it's stacking up
etched with marks but i can deal
and you're the problem and you can't feel
try this on straitjacket feeling
so maybe i won't be alone
take back now my life you're stealing
yesterday was hell
but today i'm fine without you
run away this time without you
and all i ever thought you'd be
that face is tearing holes in me again
trust you is just one defense
off a list of others you don't make sense
beg me time and time again
to take you back now but you can't win
take back now my life you're stealing
yesterday was hell
but today i'm fine without you
run away this time without you
and all i ever thought you'd be
that face is tearing holes in me again
but today i'm fine without you
run away this time without you
and all the things you put me through
i'm holding on by letting go of you
and when the memory slips away
there'll be a better view from here
and only lonesome you remains
and just the thought if you i fear
it falls away
yesterday was hell
but today i'm fine without you
run away this time without you
and all i ever thought you'd be
that face is tearing holes in me again
but today i'm fine without you
run away this time without you
and all the things you put me through
i'm holding on by letting go of you
9:03 pm
ilovedjason
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
first day of raye has come and gone. ate brunch at home before heading out to nyai's place. at nyai's, we were the first to reach. hah. ate somemore. cousins came. took pics with them. though not a lot. after asar, went to mak long's. ate again. :) raye katekan.
my family pic
teasing luq. kwakwa. he loves his fave and only sister very much!! kwakwak. :)
me and my brothers. dang. fathul has out-tall me!! aaahh!! and he's only 12!!
my youngest cousins. syafiqah and syahirah. :)
me, my cousins and my grandparents.
mak long and pak long. my daddy's sister.
video of the day
Vanessa Williams - Colours Of The Wind
8:05 pm
ilovedjason
Monday, October 23, 2006
YAY YAY BESOK RAYE!!!!!
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin. :)
lalala. besok raye!! besok raye!!
wearing my black lace kebaye. yay. firstly going to my nyai's in bukit gombak. after that going to my aunt's at toa payoh. woohoo!! cam whoring. food to look forward to. kuihs to look for. relatives yg dah lame tak jumpe.
wednesday dah leh mkn kat fc3!! yay!!
so tonight. no vids. tonight kite taubat!!
takbir laaaah. besok raye babe!!
9:28 pm
ilovedjason
Sunday, October 22, 2006
it was the last time praying terawih. insya'Allah next year. hmmm.
my parents to geylang again today. but this time to buy my brother's capal. i asked them to buy for me Heart [indo movie]. they did buy it. and the bought the dvd version!! ahahah. yay. now i can understand what is it they are saying and i don't have to think about their dialogue. trying to decipher the 'telo' very trying.
video of the day
Once - Dealova
i love the movie. one of my faves now. the song is not bad either. but i felt that it wasn't fair how they dind't show the other guy in Dealova. the one who died, Dira. damn! the girl is lucky. to have 2 guys.
man u is leading now. seesh. GO LIVERPOOL!!
9:06 pm
ilovedjason
Saturday, October 21, 2006
went to geylang in the late morning. parents asked me to tag along to pasar. coincidentally my aunt was going there too. so she and her husband picked us up. the parking lot next to TKC was full. but luck is on our side. i expected a crowd. but i didn't expect a BIG crowd. but understandable. the weekend before raye. alot of the makciks2 shopping for juadah raye.
so tomorrow will be a hectic day. spring cleaning. preparing raye food. my bestfriend for tomorrow will be the vacuum cleaner. the floors and the fans.
real life guys should examples in reel life guys. watched dealova last night. love it love it!! [indon chick flicks are better than hollywood's chick flicks. hah.] the guys in dealova are sweet to the core. i was reading a book with a plot similar with this movie. could you handle it if you lost someone you love deeply?? i'm not talking about separation. i'm talking about death. could you handle it?? haiz.
video of the day
Jordan Hill - Remember Me This Way [Casper OST]
i loved the movie. love the song. I WANT THE MOVIE!! i want to watch it again and again and again. i watched it only once but it made an impression. my fave christina ricci movie so far.
Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
But part of you will never, ever go away
Your heart will stay
I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more, a part of me
You're everywhere
And I'll be right behind your shoulder, watching you
I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe
This way
HAPPY DEEWALI TO ALL CELEBRATING IT!!
HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN, SYAZA SYAHIRAH!!
9:30 pm
ilovedjason
Friday, October 20, 2006
tgif!! and i'm so freaking excited!!
went out with the mateys last night. it was the first time ever that the seven of us were out without the spouses. hah. and we had a blast!! someWAN was hungry!! hah. 2 and 1/2 plates of rice. seesh. mcm mane tak gebu?? kau tau gebu ape tak?? heh. walked around geylang. showed kim stuff. rudy and i were like her tourguide. hah. explaining stuff. can't wait to go out for our raye outing!!
collected the jerseys with the kawan kawan. divided the jerseys into 3. thought it could fit into my paper bag and bag. but in the end we used the pasar plastic. haha. we were in McD. and we saw alot of peeps who are not supposed to be eating eating. so shameful!! haiz.
the reason i'm so excited today is that i finally have it. i found what i've been waiting and looking around for!! it's Christina Aguilera's Hurt video!!!!!!!! and of course i'm going to post it. the vid has the starting of the song that i'm infesting peeps with. it's the eerie song titled, Enter The Circus. well. here's the vid. ENJOY!!
video of the day
Christina Aguilera - Hurt
8:57 pm
ilovedjason
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
first off. i want to thank those who took their time to wish me a happy birthday.
my deepest thanks to :-
sophian, rudy, nisa, dee, ain[classmate], shaf, tasha, hamizah, sal, sue, shidah, hammie, zana. i'm keeping your messages!! thank you thank you!! for remembering. that's the bestest present anyone could give me!!
and not forgetting, tisa and jaja. for tagging me!!
THANK YOU!!
extra sleepy during class just now. don't know why. takde member maybe. suprisingly, i didn't sleep during safety class just now. extra hyper lagi ade. played a game of pool with ain after school. waited for sue.
settled down at breeks. ordered our food.
2 chicken sets and one fish set.
after stuffing our faces.
the girls who made it possible. thanx korang!! for prezzie and spending the evening with me!! love you and love the present. :)
video of the day
Evanescence - Call Me When You're Sober
11:57 pm
ilovedjason
the inevitable has come and gone. midnight has come. i'm officially it. it has caught up with me finally. hah.
had a good day just now. movie day. worth it ah.
reached home and break fast pizza hut's cheesy bites. my parents and fathul went to johor. to buy my brothers' songkok. kuih makmur, serunding daging, kek lapis. and other stuff for raye.
forth week of school. final week of puasa. time has moved on so fast. very fast. i can finally start annoying my friends with the phrase, "YAY YAY!! NEXT WEEK DAH RAYE!!" hah.
danny died!! woohoo. and alex was sweet to izzy. mcdreamy is still mcdreamy to meredith. too bad, chris o'donnell. I WANT MCSTEAMY!! hehehehehe.
can't wait for tomorrow. meeting my besties AFTER A LONG TIME. aku rindu korang k. rindu sangat2. hah. till we meet tomorrow.
i don't want to go to school tomorrow. i'm scared. physically scared. threats thrown at me. ahh!!
kawan kawan. next wednesday kite makan kat fc3 together? during lunch?? hah. :)
video of the day
Ewan McGregor and Nicole Kidman - Come What May
i love the movie. love the song. love the fact that these two actors can sing. kudos to Ewan and Nicole.
12:20 am
ilovedjason
Saturday, October 14, 2006
firstly, before i forget. i wanna wish an advanced HAPPY BIRTHDAY to SHAFIQUE!! if i'm wishing shaf a happy birthday, it only means one thing. my birthday is coming in 2 days. sheesh.
went out with kawan kawan yesterday. to settle jersey. kite first2 mcm nak rak carik tu tempat. after that we were stressed with picking out the colours. and the money matters. but being the calm selves that we are, we got through it. chey! i won't reveal anymore about the jersey.
i'm scared for my birthday. it's the first time i'm celebrating it with my friends on a school day. urgh. they're already threatening to sabo me. and my classmates are born jokers/teasers. i'll be happy if i can make it through the day without getting wet or sticky.
justin's My Love video is out. i have it on my friendster profile. christina's Hurt will be out on my birthday.
video of the day
Massari - Real Love
i'm posting this vid because two of my friends have it as their background song on their blogs. yesterday was the first time i viewed the video. and i have to say. i'm surprise at how massari looks like. i thought he would be black. heh. and i also didn't expect him to be BOTAK!! hahaha.
9:34 pm
ilovedjason
Thursday, October 12, 2006
my fringe is long already. aaaah!! now i'm comtemplating whether to cut it or not. i like having long hair because when i wear my tudung, it gives me that bun [BUN eh. not PAU!!] that i want. but i can't stand the fuss with long hair. i mean. you have to comb it. and use a lot of conditioner. if short hair, you don't really have to comb. hah. i'll think about it.
tomorrow's friday. and soon the weekend is here. and then... and then... i'm not looking forward to it. boohoo.
alhamdullilah. i've been to every class this week. insya'Allah.
video of the day
Blue - Every Breath You Take
the reason i picked this vid today is because i like Blue. i thought they're one of the better boybands. they can sing. not like...i won't name names. all of them, in Blue, can sing. i especially like it when duncan or lee sings. damn. lee has the sexiest voice. hehe. but too bad they broke up. enjoy the vid!
11:30 pm
ilovedjason
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
second entry of the day.
was supposed to buke luar today. i didn't know about the cancellations until later in the day. yan was accompanying shidah. rudy going out with his friends. kim working. ain. i dunno lah. haiz. so we set another date. next thursday. if this time, there is cancellations. i am going to personally hit the one on the head.
the peeps who came for SSDCad actually did some work today. haha. it was fun laah. ham was constantly teased by yan. haha. we were noisy. working together. fun fun fun. studying has never been more fun.
i was super sleepy during safety class. ham said that daniel tan called me a few times. but i kept on sleeping. i think i was dead asleep for that to happen. catching catnaps when i can. this semester is the first time i've ever slept class. if i'm not paying attention, but you can see me eyes wide open looking at the lecturer. this is my personal fave. it's called sleeping with my eyes open. heh.
played pool after class. while waiting to pass by. ham and i played 3 games. i think it was the best i've played since i started playing 2 weeks ago. heh. org gi skola utk blaja. i go skool for pool.
meeting the kawan kawan tomorrow. for a game of bowling. and maybe i can psyhco them to play pool too. see ya tomorrow, kawan kawan. alamak. i forgot. nis. if you're reading this, reply aku atau sal k. confirm kalau leh pegi!! kau abis class kul brape?? msg aku!!
9:50 pm
ilovedjason
i hope danny dies!! hah. it will serve izzy right. padan muke die. so damn irritating!!
i want jade out!!
video of the day
B2K - Bump Bump Bump
9:29 am
ilovedjason
Saturday, October 07, 2006
break fast at my grandmother's just now. saw my little cousins. same old noisy cousins. love them to death!!
after stuffing our faces at pizza hut last night, we headed to Paragon's Coffee Bean. it's a tradition for us to sit at a cafe and play our game. charades. since there were only four of us. we came up with 8 clues each. half in english, the other half in malay. hahah. klakar ah. kite buat lagi k??
watched walk the line. damn good show. and she must have been a real nice person in real life to be potrayed like that. kudos to the peeps involved in the movie!! and it got me thinking. if peeps in the future were to make a movie of our current day singers. who would make it money spending worthy?? britney?? and show what?? she and k.fed [stoopid moniker] humping so many times in a day. ooh ooh ooh. maybe they could show them opening a baby factory. and when k.fed actually has a job. hah. i'm having a hard time imagining anyone from now being made into a movie. no one's is worthy of it.
happened upon be cool the other day on telly. the scene where christina milian was singing Believer. and i must. I'M HOOKED!!
the lyrics to the song
Life Is What You Make It
At least that's what they say
Well I think im gonna make it
Fulfill my dreams one day
I feel this fire growing deep inside of me
Im so inspired knowing that its my destiny
I breathe like a champion
I dream im a champion
I see im a champion
Its meant to be
My wills getting stronger
I cant wait any longer
Im singing a song that's inside of me
Cuz im a believer
I know that I can make it
No matter what they say
So im a believer
The Future is Now
It starts today
I keep my head up
Everyday im waiting
Trying to find the patience
So close I can taste it..
But sometimes its so hard
But imma keep on pushing
And Imma keep on fighting
And imma keep on trying because I come to far
I breathe like a champion
I dream im a champion
I see im a champion
Its meant to be
My wills getting stronger
I cant wait any longer
I'm singing a song that's inside of me
Cuz im a believer
I know that I can make it
No matter what they say
So im a believer
The Future is Now
It starts today
The Future is now..
It Starts Today
video of the day
Christina Milian - Believer [not a vid of her. but the background song is the song featured above.]
not on cloud 9 yet. but just near. so good to chat. heh.
11:32 pm
ilovedjason
Thursday, October 05, 2006
tomorrow's friday!! dang it. week 2 has passed so fast. next week will be week 3 of school and puasa. so fast!! jeng jeng jeng.
IT'S WENTWORTH NIGHT!!!! woooooooooohoooooooooo!!
breaking fast outside tomorrow. and pizza hut here i come!! triple chicken cheesy bites. yuuuummy!!
after so long of listening to english music. i thought it was time that i turned back to my roots. listened to my fave malay songs. ruffedge and other selective malay songs. indonesian songs are the BEST!! weee. and while browsing through my malay songs collection, i found this song. it's one of my faves. written so beautifully by a talented woman though sometimes she has weird style. and it's a song from one of my fave indo movies, tentang dia.
video of the day
Melly Goeslow feat. Kris Dayanti - Cinta
im hooked on pool and foosball. ni smue korang nye pasal ah. mentang2 $1 je. heh. KAWAN KAWAN. satu hari kite main pool nak?? and maybe kite bowl afterwards?? :)
8:35 pm
ilovedjason
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
i love justin's interludes. summer love, what goes around come around. and his upcoming single, my love.
ANTM has seen the most irritating contestant. and it is jade. she was very very caught up with herself. she's the oldest contestant this season. aaah. whatever laaaah.
second day of the second week of school. watched kingdom of heaven. and i realised it's the only orlando bloom movie that i do not have in original form. i have all three LOTR, POTC, calcium kid, ned kelly, troy.
okay. i have to admit this. i have to get it out. I MISS MY BESTFRIENDS LAAAAAAAAAH!! it's been a long time since we saw each other. i miss watching them fight. i miss hearing their crap about being cute and sweet. in short. I MISS THEM!!
and i also miss my kawan kawan. you know who you are. aku miss korang!! :)
tomorrow is the start of PSLE. i only know of 2 peeps taking it. my youngest brother and my niece. Good luck to all taking the PSLE!!
video of the day
Robbie Williams and Joss Stone - Angels
9:08 pm
ilovedjason
Sunday, October 01, 2006
went to kak ros' house last night for breaking fast. there were not many people but the company was great. hamizah showed me the hot wentworth video. heh. it's still on my mind now. after praying maghrib, we dug in. i had two rounds of food. hah. waited for isyak and terawih. went to singapore post to satisfy the craving for my White Choc Dream, LJS' cheese and KFC's popcorn shake which we ate with the LJS cheese. and it was PURE HEAVEN!! walked around the bazaar. only into it's first week of ramadhan, there were many people. but the atmosphere isn't as meriah as it was last year. wanted to buy my ramly, dengdeng and takopachi. but all the queues were super long. so i decided to come back on a weekday. =)
if KFC has the cheese from LJS, i would buy it and put it in the cheezito which lacks the cheese. if burger ramly has cheese in it, i would buy everyday.
if LJS cheese can be bought anywhere, i would make sure i don't run out of it.
it's ramadhan but my father still gives me my full allowance, which i'm grateful for. which means i can buy the clothes, shoes that i want. but i can't be too greedy. it is ramadhan you know. it's about being reminded of those who aren't as fortunate. so i want to say alhamdullilah that my father has a stable job and income. alhamdullilah that my parents brought me up good. insya'Allah. i still have a long way to go to determine that.
im pissed and disgusted that some people can just blatantly eat in public. no i'm not talking about the other races. i was walking into bugis junction last week, and i saw this malay couple digging into jollibean's pancakes. i mean if you DON'T want to fast, please laaah. don't do it in public. you're embarassing the muslim community. i hope MUIS will have that law like malaysia does. fine whoever eats in public.
yay!! they're online!! kawan2 yg ku rindu!! aku rindu korang laaaaah. dah lah satu2 skola jauh dari each other. from one end to the other, with sal being in the middle. sal suggests that we should shoot them, who eat in public, with a senapang gajah. and i suggested that for the guys, we should shoot them in the balls as they have NO EXCUSE to not fast. and donate their balls to those who want it more.
aku harap aku ngah ehem2 next week. nus titans woooh.
Day 8 of Ramadhan
17 Days to MY BIRTHDAY
video of the day
Backstreet Boys - All I Have To Give [heh.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9pvz3PAZvq4
9:34 pm
ilovedjason