back from chalet. although there wasn't a lot of girls, it was fun nonetheless. the first night, watched drumline, played cards. best ah. kesian nisa. the bbq on the second night was okay. the chicken was nice. haha. after the guys went to their bunk, the girls continued with our bbq. we barbequed more chicken. i think the way we barbequed food that night was better. lesser chances of getting burnt.
going KL tomorrow. insya'Allah. gonna have FUUUUUUUUUUN!! weeeeee.
video of the day
NSync - BeeGees Medley [love their medley.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LGbNQ1-Ty_A
9:20 pm
ilovedjason
Thursday, August 24, 2006
alalalala.
had a good day.
slept a couple of times.
felt great after reading surah yassin.
feel so tenang.
chey.
chalet tomorrow.
can't wait. can't wait.
video of the day
Justin Timberlake - Cry Me A River
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TDiiCUEfTX4
10:12 pm
ilovedjason
spent my day with the besties. had lunch at seoul garden with dee. it was an eye-opener experience laaah. this couple were seated next to us. and they took a lot of seafood. and cooked it. and ate as if they were at a seafood restaurant by the beach. i thought the way they were eating was uncouth. at least put your 'refuse' on a plate or what. poor seoul garden peeps cleaning up after them. and they ate ice kachang. the ice was spilled over the table. seesh. no table manners what so ever.
met su. watched break up. it was an okay movie. didn't like the ending. and i saw the chemistry between jennifer and vince during the shots taken for the movie. they were oddly compatible.
i would love to see kate hudson with owen wilson. or even with matthew mccaunghey. hot stuff. like hamizah would say... or____ hehe.
video of the day
Brandy ft. Monica - The Boy Is Mine
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O5xaZXCulDk
12:37 am
ilovedjason
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
listened to franz ferdinand. hah. i don't why wan and yan dislike them so much. kwakwa. their music just rock laaaah. right, sal?? heh. thanx sal for introducing me to FF. and sending me their albums. :D reminds me of the times when we get crazy during training singing franz ferdinand. hahahahaha.
niiiiisa. aku dah jumpe sal. dah terubat rindu aku kat die. engkau bile lak?? chalet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
one more thing, sal. aku ade bende nak bilang kau. it's important!! about our plan. heh. it's a positive thing, definitely. we have to rethink our plan.
seoul garden with the besties tomorrow. i'm supposed to be waiting for them to discuss something. but now i want to watch the telly. so dee, i leave you to do the job. good luck!!
video of the day
Beyonce ft. Jay-Z - Bonnie and Clyde [the video that sparked off their relationship]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gBQkPOO5FfI
9:59 pm
ilovedjason
i've been looking for his pics. and found a really nice one. it's my wallpaper now. can't stop looking. *swoons*
my tests are officially over. and the most crucial paper is being put after a week of break. i feel like it's a waste of time. i mean by the time the paper is due, the mood to study is gone.
updated my passport photo. heh. i wouldn't let wan see my original photo. lesson learnt laaah. can't trust wan with pics anymore. like a kid in a candy store.
after paper, went out. bought things for KL. actually just bought a toothbrush and face wash. played charades at starbucks. best laaah. new members. haha.
video of the day
Justin Timeberlake - SexyBack [i think it's damn sexy vid. justin looks hot in a tux. HOT!! and yan, aku tau kau suke lagu ni. heeeheee.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rk5Ku6v9myQ
12:30 am
ilovedjason
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Someday I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I want to do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so I'm afraid to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you
i love this song. it's by christina. it's titled Hurt.
i was walking and remembered this song. and how i immediately fell in love with it.
Nickelback - Someday
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9nGMMbgXPGE
3:35 pm
ilovedjason
i'm bored with the music that i'm listening to. i want to listen to other types of music. any recommendations?? but i have to say no to techno, metal. and of course no jiwang please.
watched unfaithful. lucky kylie minogue. *winks*
video of the day
Chad Kroeger - Hero [from Spiderman soundtrack]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YHTQLLoxDzQ
12:47 am
ilovedjason
Friday, August 18, 2006
i saw this on dee's blog. and i'm so bored that i don't mind doing it.
type the first words that come to mind when seeing the words.
1. cigarette - KILLS!! [very true, dee!!]
2. friends - love
3. relationship - love
4. power rangers - yellow
5. marijuana - weed
6. crack - heroin
7. food - yummy!!
8. love - family and friends
9. war - bush
10. car - beetle
11. gas prices - expensive
12. halloween - dressing up
13. bon jovi - jon bon jovi!!
14. religion - imma muslim
15. myspace - friendster wannabe
16. worst fear - dying
17. marriage - destination
18. fashion - trendy clothes
19. brunettes - hair
20. work - money
21. pasttime - floorball
22. football - cristiano ronaldo!! kwakwa
23. one night stands - no strings attached
24. pet peeve - not funny teasing
25. pixie stix - what is that??
26. vanilla ice cream - my fave!!
27. high school - i MISS it!!
28. pyjamas - don't wear it
29. wood - brown
30. surfing - guys with hot bods!! [hamizah!! PAUL WALKER in that movie!!]
31. pictures - memories in print
32. first love - my mummy!! i love you, Ibu!! haha.
dee. kau nye numbering salah ah.
Ms. Khairun Nisa and Ms. Salmiah. kwakwa. aku miss korang ah. aku miss kite nye merepeks. hahahaha.
video of the day
Franz Ferdinand - The Fallen
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdPycggBuXA
i watched Long Weekend. and i fell a little in love with chris klein. haha. *swoons*
type the first words that come to mind when seeing the words.
1. cigarette - KILLS!! [very true, dee!!]
2. friends - love
3. relationship - love
4. power rangers - yellow
5. marijuana - weed
6. crack - heroin
7. food - yummy!!
8. love - family and friends
9. war - bush
10. car - beetle
11. gas prices - expensive
12. halloween - dressing up
13. bon jovi - jon bon jovi!!
14. religion - imma muslim
15. myspace - friendster wannabe
16. worst fear - dying
17. marriage - destination
18. fashion - trendy clothes
19. brunettes - hair
20. work - money
21. pasttime - floorball
22. football - cristiano ronaldo!! kwakwa
23. one night stands - no strings attached
24. pet peeve - not funny teasing
25. pixie stix - what is that??
26. vanilla ice cream - my fave!!
27. high school - i MISS it!!
28. pyjamas - don't wear it
29. wood - brown
30. surfing - guys with hot bods!! [hamizah!! PAUL WALKER in that movie!!]
31. pictures - memories in print
32. first love - my mummy!! i love you, Ibu!! haha.
dee. kau nye numbering salah ah.
Ms. Khairun Nisa and Ms. Salmiah. kwakwa. aku miss korang ah. aku miss kite nye merepeks. hahahaha.
video of the day
Franz Ferdinand - The Fallen
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdPycggBuXA
i watched Long Weekend. and i fell a little in love with chris klein. haha. *swoons*
9:33 pm
ilovedjason
Thursday, August 17, 2006
tonight's SI episode was my breaking point. okay. not that bad laaaah. but still. i wanna know if singapore idol is a singing competition or a popularity contest?? i think it's a popularity contest with a beauty pagent contest being held on the inside, you know. i mean. look at last week and this week. rahimah and mathilda were obviously not the good lookers in this season's competition. but hell, they could sing in their own way. and they were voted out?? and the weaker singers, joakim and jasmine [let's dub them the JJs]. they are the more good looking ones. and they're still in the competition. jasmine is still a better singer than joakim will ever be. i'm so freaking frustrated with how singaporeans are voting. urgh!! it's disgusting how deaf people can get. joakim's singing is freaking weak. and his expressions when he's singing. it's like he's forever on a sexual high. with eyes half closed. if he was to get as far as top 3, then my judgement is correct. singaporeans or more specifically, joakim supporters don't appreciate or can't appreciate good music.
whatever laaah. the JJs better be out of SI!!
enough with my rants.
went out with the besties. it's been a long time coming. i LOVE you, girls!! had fun with you two. love you love you!!
video of the day
Mandy Moore - Cry [it has one of my fave actors, Shane West!! and i LOVE the movie!! AWTR rox!!]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iuLoHwUd6e8
hear my silent plea
listen to my silent plea
i beg of you to stop
to stop it all
i don't like it
any of it
butt of your jokes
target practice for your teases
maybe i'm being too nice
so hear my silent plea
listen to my silent plea
before i reach my breaking point
11:18 pm
ilovedjason
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
im hooked.
her songs are all nice.
big band.
soulful.
jazzy.
bluesy.
she's Christina Aguilera.
yes hamizah. i bought it already. and damn it's good. it's different from her previous album. this time 'round more dedications. to her husband, her father, and mother. since it's a double cd. i thought the first cd was more of a 40s' era mixed with modern sounds. the second cd is more 40s. to those who are open to different types of music. listen to this album.
i have some faves already. Go figure!!
Christina Aguilera - Back To Basics [GET IT!!!!]
video of the day
Christina Aguilera - Ain't No Other Man
http://youtube.com/watch?v=3JBZWPvevcE
her songs are all nice.
big band.
soulful.
jazzy.
bluesy.
she's Christina Aguilera.
yes hamizah. i bought it already. and damn it's good. it's different from her previous album. this time 'round more dedications. to her husband, her father, and mother. since it's a double cd. i thought the first cd was more of a 40s' era mixed with modern sounds. the second cd is more 40s. to those who are open to different types of music. listen to this album.
i have some faves already. Go figure!!
Christina Aguilera - Back To Basics [GET IT!!!!]
video of the day
Christina Aguilera - Ain't No Other Man
http://youtube.com/watch?v=3JBZWPvevcE
4:23 pm
ilovedjason
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
one more to go.
4 more days to go.
my mummy and bro watching one tree hill on starworld. lucas lucas. woohoo.
mcdreamy vs. mcsteamy. i pick mcsteamy. hands down. is it weird that i think that christian troy aka julian mcmahon is hot?? haha. well, i do. somehow i do. he always gets the bad boy roles. cole in charmed, christian troy in nip/tuck, dr. doom in fantastic 4. haha.
i say i want bad boys. but is there a bad boy in real life who doesn't smoke, doesn't drink, doesn't do drugs? is there really?? jess mariano and landon carter are just a couple of bad boys that i like. hahahahahahahahaha.
video of the day
Yellowcard - Only One
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cjW7ZDDvlhs
9:52 pm
ilovedjason
Sunday, August 13, 2006
i spent the whole day at home. which is the first since... ... watched the last of the fireworks last night. watched it from one fullerton. it was okay lah. i thought that the singapore showcase was better. and overall the best fireworks, were the ones from kallang. where i had front row seats. i would upload the vid so you can hear ham, kim and myself screaming like a bunch of girls, but i'm too lazy to do it. haha. ham and i made a pact. if either of us got tickets to the national day actual parade, we would bring each other. hahahaha.
on our way to meet the rest last night, ain and i had a little talk. yes ain. i kind of agree with you. i somehow think about it all the time. a little jealous. but ape nak buat. dah takdir kan.
video of the day
Craig David - Seven Days [i fell head over heels when i heard him sing it. i hope you will too.]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hf2MUGZOVxw
10:58 pm
ilovedjason
Friday, August 11, 2006
my tests are nearly over. 2 more to go. 15th and 21st. computer paper and calculation paper. seesh. good luck mal. and after that, i'm free to enjoy. until 13th september. that's when results are released.
things to do
go swimming
go zoo
FB chalet
kl trip
gym
fb trainings
bayar balik puase jgn lupe. 5 days more.
video of the day
control myself - ll cool j feat. j.lo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VHT8EuRm5R0
8:09 pm
ilovedjason
Thursday, August 10, 2006
went to kallang area to watch the fireworks last night. and again it was spectacular. ham, kim and myself were making a lot of noise as the fireworks exploded right above us. it was really right in our faces. the finale had the debris falling. at where we were standing.
joke of the day
guy: [at kallang station] see see. all the people wearing red getting down here.
kim: [wearing red] DUH!!
me: [wearng red] hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
video of the day
Fall Out Boy - Dance Dance
http://youtube.com/watch?v=wOX0onq2hX4
11:24 pm
ilovedjason
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
suhaila abdullah!! ni prezzie utk kau.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=5PO5OCqrQFU
1:38 am
ilovedjason
the fireworks were amazing. it was beautiful. spectacular. breathtaking. simply beautiful. should go and catch it.
watched my super ex-girlfriend. funny. okaylah. she's the man funnier. hehe.
she's the man, gubra is out on dvds. if anyone sees christina's new album, holler me at my taggy, aight??!! appreciate it very much.
as i've told you peeps, i've been video crazy. and i've found some vids of my fave singers singing live. a decent christina. a soulful alicia performance. a classy beyonce. check it out. hope you peeps like it.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=6gDDOnHiJ4k - christina's I Turn To You
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gd8KimJyKTA - christina's Beautiful
http://youtube.com/watch?v=tAzM4TLBqnQ - beyonce's Dangerously In Love [recommended!!]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rwfSK9Ru5iM - alicia's If I Ain't Got You
http://youtube.com/watch?v=SPAvEE4EnoY [this is a bonus. it's alicia singing If I Ain't Got You, A Woman's Worth and Fallin'. it's a freaking medley.]
http://youtube.com/watch?v=tmZvgyiQ0zs - i'm currently hooked on this song. beyonce and jay-z Deja Vu. and it's live. woohoo.
1:18 am
ilovedjason
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
dr. mark sloan. i hope he makes a comeback. mcsteamy. i so agree with that. :D
desperate housewives has ended their second season. i don't understand why he would do such a thing to mike. i wonder what's gonna happen to tom's love child, gaby's and carlos' relationship, bree and whatever happened to edie??
i want bad boys for life.................
12:13 am
ilovedjason
Sunday, August 06, 2006
i got a prezzie for my dear dear dee. it's a vid. kau kene tgk. aku posted the lyrics a few weeks ago. this is them singing live. hope you like it. ;)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=3O6FiFlOQOI
11:59 pm
ilovedjason
Saturday, August 05, 2006
i'm going music vids crazy. franz ferdinand, usher, alicia keys, christina aguilera and all american rejects. wooooooooohoooooooooo!! music is my life.
training just now. got a game against the guys. lost. never mind. learnt my mistakes. gym after. did more. haha. sara said no need treadmill today. sal and i were kinda disappointed. cause we were sort of looking forward to running. haha.
during our short drills just now, sara made us learn the justin fake move. when he first said we were to learn it, i smiled. and then i looked at sal and laughed at our private joke. because the first person that came to our mind was justin. so while we were practising, sal and i just kept smiling silly smiles. and laughing. heehee. and i still can't stop smiling now. justin. justin. justin.
9:46 pm
ilovedjason
Thursday, August 03, 2006
every time i try to grasp for air
i am smothered in despair
it hurts my soul
cause i can't let go
all these walls are caving in
i can't stop my suffering
i hate to show that i've lost control
cause i keep going right back
to the one thing that i need to walk away from
i can't mend this torn state i'm in
getting nothing in return
what did i do to deserve
the pain of this slow burn
i keep going right back
to the one thing that i need
to walk away from
10:58 am
ilovedjason
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
it's odd how i was caught in an online intervention. caught offguard. i was seriously okay with everything. i'm serious. haiz.
training was fun. first time i ran on the treadmill for ten minutes at speed 9. seesh. i was gasping for air. should train more running. if sara knows my weight now, he'll kill me. hahaha. no lah. after we did some cooling down, we joked around. laughed my ass off. hahaha. sakit perut. wanted to eat PH. but was offered free food. ate twice. haha.
i already accepted the fact. but you brought it up. old wounds open up. sure i can't understand it. but i already accepted the sad fact. you can't expect that i won't change after something like this happens. twice. if i were to be always cheery, always nice, then wouldn't i be pretending? living in denial? i don't think i can't fully revert to my old self.
story of my life
searching for the right
but it keeps avoiding me
sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company
i don't wanna do this anymore
i don't wanna be the reason why
10:28 pm
ilovedjason
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
don't think i'm not trying to make it work. cause i am. nothing can change the situation. you can't turn back time and undo it. i can't undo my part. you can't do undo yours. but what is, is that you are a reminder. constant reminder staring me in the face. of how i feel. felt.
i miss being the real me too. but sometimes. i'm afraid of opening up. you say you want to see my self esteem, my confidence back. but first i need to build my trust again.
i miss the 3 of us. but i need time. i love you.
i'm sorry.
9:22 pm
ilovedjason