fragmentsofagirl.

Monday, July 31, 2006

so yesterday's the game. sp mustangs versus cornix. reached there quite late. had LJS lunch. i'm supposed to lose weight but i bought 2 servings of cheese. anyhow. syed harun ran past us quite a few times. and the whole lot of us were just staring after him. hehe. there was this one incident. my mind went haywire. hehe. those who were there. you know, i know. haiz.

we went training shortly after the second period ended. it was kinda slack as sara wasn't there. got a few bruises. but thank God it's not balls from zai. if not, the bruise will stay for about 2 weeks.

Reports to hand in:-
MicroBio Project Report
MicroBio Experiment Report
Geotech Experiment Report

all due this friday. seesh. mugging will start this saturday. no more trainings. at least for now. chalet after tests. kl after chalet. woohoo!!

4:09 pm
ilovedjason

Friday, July 28, 2006

WEDNESDAY

cetech interview. first group. ended 'class' by 1045. headed to fc3 for really early lunch. sat there until 1. waited for nis. talk2. decided to watch movie. went to fc5. waited for sal. she was having lunch with her classmates. heehee. went bowling at spgg. my bowling is rusty. i couldn't get my strikes. anyways. we wanted to watch the movie at ps' gv. but it was full house already. so we made our way to the cathay. while waiting for the movie, we went to flash and splash. asked nis which havaianas she liked. yelah. orang tu nye bdae coming. sal!! get a pair. haha. the 2 of them bought the popcorn special and i bought my fave, nachos. watched the movie. i think it's an okay movie. i was nearly falling asleep in my seat. and at that time, the ending confused me. but thanks to ain, i had the ending clarified. if you are the type to love chick flicks, watch this. had alot of fun with them girls. hahahaha.

after the game, i went to tampines sports hall to watch the sp-tek match. tek won. tek's 2nd goal was BEAUTIFUL!! it was from beyond the half line. it was like WOW!!

THURSDAY

stupid gems. thank god it was the 2nd last lesson. and my last gems. i swear my batch is the guinea-pig batch. had brekkie at McD. comp.prog was short. not listening to the idiot lecturer's ramblings. surfed. did the stupid survey. finish school at 1.

made my way to far east to meet the besties. ate my LJS. bought 2 servings of cheese. still not enough. walked around aimlessly. took neos. the machine was nice. walked to s11. waited for shaf. met him and went to centerpoint's McD. sat and talked. more like critisise the delifrance guy. debate. i was out of it. not involved. su and shaf teamed up against dee. it was fun watching them debate and watching dee lose. hahahahahahaha. dee je sorang in denial.

FRIDAY

today. got my jersey. yay!! it's NICE!! black. with gold fonts. love it. love it. after school, accompanied kim to ICA building. updated her passport picture. while waiting for her passport to be updated, we making alot of noise. talking and laughing. heehee.

Cinta itu buta

Dan juga boleh membutakan

Love is blind

And it can blind you

9:59 pm
ilovedjason

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

you know. sometimes it what you do or say that makes me unreasonable. or in other words, attitude problem. so. who's really to blame? me or you? i realise something about myself.

i have trust issues.

don't ask me questions i can't answer.

dh and grey's anatomy was good last night.

10:25 pm
ilovedjason

Monday, July 24, 2006

desperate housewives ending in 3 more episodes.
OC has already started.

tv has never been this good.

one tree hill. lucas. jake. woohoo.

9:38 pm
ilovedjason

doing my *bleeping* RWP. stupid module. first language lesson i dislike. seesh. sp students, if you see an advert on short stories writing comp, tell me k. i want to download the form.

amer

12:51 pm
ilovedjason

Sunday, July 23, 2006

I FELL IN LOVE.
AGAIN.
ALL OVER AGAIN.
HE WAS SO ROMANTIC.
HE WAS SO... ...HIMSELF.

that goatee. those expressions. watching him reminds me of the times when i first heard him sing. i'll leave you all in the limb [is it limb or limp. whichever lah eh].

how does it feel to be serenaded by 5 guys?? at the same time?? trying to win your heart. if 5 guys were to serenade me, i would have a tough decision to make. soft spot for guys who can sing. hehe.

to my fb girls. aku jealous. korang kluar tak ajak aku. hehehe. padahal diri sendiri pegi mane tah. anyways. aku tau korang had ALOT of fun. hope our plan works out. bowling? secret recipe? hehe.

korang2 yang jealous aku takde exam. takya jealous lagi. pasal aku ade 2 test papers during my non-existent exam week. so yeah. skola nak kacau aku nye early vacation.

amer

10:54 pm
ilovedjason

Friday, July 21, 2006

i found out he smokes.
now i don't want already.

no inspiration to write anything. from my personal reflection, and this blog entry.

watching pirates another time, gave me a better understanding. and now i can't wait for the pirates 3.

i saw a new design for crocs yesterday. at marina. they look like normal shoes but costing 47.50$ i think. i think i might buy a pair.

fourskin bags for $15.90. and it's buy 1 get 1 free. it was so tempting to buy it yesterday. and nice designs too.

4:23 pm
ilovedjason

You speak to me
I know this will be temporary
You ask to leave
But I can tell you that I've had enough
I can't take it
This welcome is gone and
I've waited long enough to make it
And if you're so strong
You might as well just do it alone
And I'll watch you go
Step up to me
I know that you've got something buried
I'll set you free
You set conditions, but I've had enough
I can't take it
This welcome is gone and
I've waited long enough to make it
And if you're so strong
You might as well just do it alone
And I'll watch you go
Come back home, won't you come back home?
You step in line, you got a lot to prove
It comes and goes
Yeah, it comes and goes
A step in time, yeah it's a lot to move
I know this will be temporary
I know this will be temporary
I know this will be, but I've had enough
I can't take it
This welcome is gone and
I've waited long enough to make it
And if you're so strong
You might as well just do it alone
And I'll watch you go
I can't take it
This welcome is gone and
I've waited long enough to make it
And if you're so strong
You might as well just do it alone
And I'll watch you go
- can't take it by all american rejects

3:55 pm
ilovedjason

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

siti's definitely marrying that old man. 20 years her senior. seesh. i wanted her future hubby to be fazley. more suited for each other.

training tomorrow. sara coming down. weeeeee. gym. gym. weeeeeeeee. sally, blue ivp?? haha. cell and mel lives on!!

OC fans read this carefully!! THE THIRD SEASON IS PREMIERING TONIGHT!! ON CH5. AT MIDNIGHT. AND THEY DIDN'T ADVERTISE IT. AND IF MY BRO DIDN'T TELL ME, I WOULDN'T KNOW. SEESH. WELL. AT LEAST IT'S BACK.

WAITING FOR ONE TREE HILL THIRD SEASON.

hehe. don't be jealous. but I HAVE NO EXAMS!! that means i have extra 2 weeks' of hols. ain't that great. zoo here i come!!

i found out he has a blog.
wee.
delirious.

10:21 pm
ilovedjason

a night of emotions.
some running deeper than others.
no.
i'm not talking about me.

desperate housewives.
armageddon.
destination week: theme parks.

the first. the second DH episode to touch me. last week gabby had to lose her adopted child. this week was bree leaving andrew. betty locking up her sane son. i can't wait the future episodes.

the middle. it's easily a tearjerker. not a chick flick. but it tugs your heartstrings. it chokes you up. it's a god movie.

the last. hey. i love thrill rides. adrenaline baby!!

hell week is here!!!!!!!!!!

1:00 am
ilovedjason

Monday, July 17, 2006

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Please
Come back home
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
She said somedays I feel like shit
Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit
I don't understand why you have to always be gone
I get along but your trips always feel so long
And I find myself trying to stay by the phone
Because your voice always helps to not feel so alone
But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call
And when I pick up I don't have much to say, so I want you to know it's a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
You know, the place where you used to live
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs
Used to have a little party every halloween with candy by the pile but now you only stop by every once in a while
Shit I find myself just filling my time
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind
I'm doing fine
I plan to keep it that way
You can call me if you find that you have something to say
And I'll tell you
I want you to know it's a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating
Telling you that I've had it with you and your career
Me and the rest of the family here singing
I want you to know it's a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, no longer debating
Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless
It seems one thing has been true all along
You don't really know what you've got till its gone
I guess I've had it with you and your career
When you come back
I won't be here and you can sing it
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone
Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone
Please come back home
- where'd you go by fort minor

2:07 pm
ilovedjason

Thursday, July 13, 2006

spent.
shagged.
tired.
breaking down.

i'm not lacking of sleep. in fact i get too much of it.

i wanna meet someone new
too much consistency in my life
need a breath of fresh air
help

10:04 pm
ilovedjason

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

I GOT IT!!

I GOT IT!!

I FINALLY GOT IT!!

TEDDY GEIGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES YES YES!!

10:58 pm
ilovedjason

Monday, July 10, 2006

She was my once in a lifetime
Happy ending come true
Oh I guess I should have told her
But I thought she knew
She said I took her for granted
Last thing I would do
Oh I'll never understand it
'Cause I thought she knew
I thought she knew
My world revolved around her
My love light burns for her alone
But she couldn't see the flame
Only myself to blame
I should have known
I should have known
A heart full of words left unspoken
Now that we're through
I'd sell my soul to have this silence broken
Oh I thought she knew
I thought she knew
I thought she knew
My world revolved around her
My love light burns for her alone
But she couldn't see the flame
Only myself to blame
I should have known
I should have known
She was my once in a lifetime
Happy ending come true
Oh I guess I should have told her
But I thought she knew
I thought she knew
I thought she knew
I thought she knew
I thought she knew
I thought she knew
Whoa....
Oh I thought that she knew
Yeah oooooooo....
- i thought she knew by nsync

11:38 pm
ilovedjason

spanish
i thought she knew
back some day
straitjacket feeling

some of the songs that's making me feel jiwang. i need new songs. send me some.

impromptu meeting just now. took alot of pics. wasn't feeling that great. sleepy.

ITALY WON!!! ITALY WON!! i have been irritating France supporters the whole day. which is alot. hahaha. some say it's because of the penalties that italy won. but if zidane didn't get that penalty, wouldn't italy have won anyway?? hah. and what's up with zidane head butt?? seesh. what a way to end his pro career. and what's with henry in the first couple of minutes?? and i think that the italian captain, Fabio something, is HOT!! hahahahaha. actually most of the italians are hot lah. luca toni is not bad. ;) hehe.

a month more to exams. it hasn't set in yet. waiting for the panic to jumpstart my mugging mood. help me!!

11:26 pm
ilovedjason

Sunday, July 09, 2006

i'm seriously comtemplating whether to do it or not. i've changed. i'm not the same person i was. feeling very vulnerable everytime i do it. i'll think about it.

sara says i have to maintain it. and i said i want to lose. and he says only 1 or 2. i was like WHAT?? my target 55kg. can be done?? of course. i have to cut down on chicken, red meat and fried foods. eat fish. more protein. eat more veggies. healthier. drink more water. exercise more.

with orders from sara. we're going to the gym every week. yes ah.

too bad portugal didn't win. but i was expecting germany to win. and i support portugal. heh. for very obvious reasons. i don't like the german squad. well, maybe expect miroslav klose. ;) heehee. and the other reason c.ronaldo. hahahahahaha. pretty boy. haha.

you never know how many people take the first train until you've experienced it. and i was surprised to see the number of peeps taking the first train.

born to be a cynic.

4:50 pm
ilovedjason

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

will definitely feel the strain tomorrow. arms, thighs, calves, knees.

i can't help but smile. if i hadn't turned, i wouldn't have seen him. :D i can't help but smile. i can't help but smile.

nis, sal. bear with me. heehee. bukannye slalu aku camni. hehe. slalu sal. muahahaha.

try this on
straitjacket feeling

9:58 pm
ilovedjason

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

currently in school. waiting for time to pass before i have to endure The Lecture. seesh. The Lecture is like a sleeping pill. only you don't have to swallow. just tune in.

shaz has asked me to this thing for her. so i'm doing it. but, shaz, aku malas ah nak carik 8 orang. macam ramai gitu. sape yang buat. dipersilakan.

gender: male

1) faithful
2) understanding
3) caring
4) have a sense of humour
5) respect
6) trustworthy
7) sincere

physical components (haha)
1) taller than i am
2) have a goatee (heehee)
3) hygienic
4) neat
5) athletic
6) if he can sing, he'll be perfect!!
7) exude charm
8) SHOULDN'T SMOKE, DRINK AND/OR DO DRUGS!!

shaz. aku dah buat bende kau. aku add2 bende. hehe.

wednesday. training. can't wait. sal. banana dance. banana dance. the game against innova went well. it gave me a sense of WOW. i think i liked the lines i played in. i think i didn't concede any goals. phew!! defending with sal was fun. like she said. the chemistry's still there. haha. and now i have to learn for FB test. have you heard of that?? i think not.

division league 2 has started. mustangs won their first match. their match against cornvix is soon. very soon. weeeeeeeeeee.

grey's anatomy has some good philosophy. not in exact words, 'we lie because the truth hurts.' very true.

1:12 pm
ilovedjason

Saturday, July 01, 2006

the weekend is here!! like, finally!! got all my test papers. i'm glad that i passed all my papers. only 2 papers disappointed me. borderline. seesh. but alhamdullilah.

had site visit just now. it was okay. as usual it was blistering hot. i can't wait for the circle line to be finished. woohoo.

went out to celebrate su's birthday just now. only this time su and i were late. haha. walked to marina. the pizza hut atmosphere was okay. perfect for couples. dim lighting. romantic mood. after eating, we went to the big staircase. sat down. took some pics. after syam left, we headed to esplanade. went to the rooftop and again snapped some pics. some were successful, some weren't.

su, i hope you like the prezzie.

12:30 am
ilovedjason