Tuesday, May 23, 2006

know what?? i lied. i lied about being okay. about being nonchalant about it. the fact is that i hate it.

i hate the fact that i have to choose.
i hate the fact it's repeating itself.
i hate what i did.
i hate how i reacted.
i hate how i'm reacting.
i hate the fact that i'm trying to hate you.
i hate the way i'm feeling right now.

the moment i saw you, it left me breathless. but now, you've gone to someone else.

i doubt i'll ever be okay with this. it was too much to begin with. and it's much more to forget.

8:20 pm
ilovedjason

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