Tuesday, May 30, 2006

second day of the test week. but my first tests were just now. CE Tech and Comp. Prog. both papers were okay. insya'Allah i will pass both. env. microbio is tomorrow. very the theory! urgh!!

my crazy classmates provide me with enough craziness that i can almost forget. but he just had to appear and spoil my day. bleargh!! yesterday was almost perfect. until the moment he appeared. i can't wait until school ends.

for the past two nights, i've been having weird dreams. two nights ago, i dreamt that i was hospitalised for some terminal sickness. and then last night, i dreamt that while i was walking, i dropped to ground. i fainted. seesh.

how could i let it happen to me twice?? you say you're putting yourself in my shoes. but you can't really know how i'm feeling exactly. it's going to take time to for me to accept it. but i'll never understand it. and the sad thing is that. this is the second time it's happening. is it just me or is it just me??

9:14 pm
ilovedjason

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