Saturday, April 22, 2006

choices are supposed to be easy. either a yes or no. want or don't want. but we being human beings, love complicating stuff. hence the complications arise. but no matter what our decision is, we should be prepared to bear the consequences. good or bad. i made certain choices that i'm not entirely proud of but i have no regrets. behind my choices are weird reasons.

i'll admit that sometimes i'm just too hardheaded. too stubborn for my own good. but that's just me. i am me.

went out with the bestfriends just now. i was forced to treat them breeks. hah. no lah. it's something i had to do. being it my first official pay. and they're the bestfriends who stuck with through thick and thin. it's a way to thank them. so i treated them breeks. it set me $70+ back. haha. but no amount of money can measure the thanks i feel towards them. the love i have for them. so. I LOVE YOU, DEE, SU. THANX!! :D

the heart to heart was kinda expected. haha. sat down at coffee bean and chilled. took pics. su, dee. aku really sorry ah. but that's how i feel. aku ni klakar sikit org nye. su. i'll try to take your advice. haha. i'll try to find a good suitor for myself. kalau ade.

our eyes locked a couple of times.
stealing glances when there were chances.

10:51 pm
ilovedjason

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