Tuesday, January 03, 2006

just when i was looking forward to the new year. new school term. my hopes were shot by one little statement. and now my brain is working overtime to work up a story. seesh. i never felt this way before. okay. maybe i have. a few years ago.

so for now. i think i'll give my dear brain a rest. i was watching this movie called finding forrester. it's about this black amateur writer getting help from a famous writer. and the famous writer said, when you write your first draft. don't think. just write. and i found that statement interesting. because that's when the real thing comes. the real idea is written the way when you first thought it. after that movie, i find myself going back to writing. brainstorming every other time. i'm looking out SP annual writing competition. ;)

ivp will be starting tomorrow. at least for us. against nyp. for 3 straight years. hmmm. i don't know whether to take it as a morale boost or a morale shotdown. maybe this is a case of udang sebalik batu. did i get that right?? my malay has gone haywire. i really want us sp ladies to make it to the next round. we're better and stronger this year. so good luck girls. GO SP!!

ain and i are limiting our allowance this year. we really want to save money. save money for APM. haha. i want to see amer in the flesh. but the real reason i want to save money is because i just to get my savings back. for my future i guess. but i'm lacking confidence in this department. i mean i'm a damned movie buff. and if sometimes hamizah and i want to be crazy, we'll go for a movie marathon. and how the hell am i supposed to save my money like that. seesh. insya'allah.

10:38 pm
ilovedjason

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