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Monday, November 28, 2005

the fairytale has ended. boy am i not surprised. it was too good to be true. i thought it would be fun to know someone who's like him. but i realised that there were too many girls. too many. i mean, of all the pretty girls, why would he pick me? plain old boring me. maybe i want that normal guy who will look nerdy with specs on after all. maybe i just want simplicity. hah. life's too complicated for me for you to be in mine. and your 'name' doesn't suit who you really are. call it jealousy or whatever you want. i'll end it here before reality bites me in the ass. and thank you for the wonderful 2 weeks plus. you made me special. for a while. thanks anyways. and get well soon. take care, mr simplicity.

here's part of a song that describes how i'm feeling.
Lemas - Ruffedge

memang dia orangnya
memang mula sempurna
tiada yang buruk darinya
bahagia sentiasa di rasa
tapi kini dah berubah
yang indah jadi derita
aku resah gelisah
yang tinggal hanyalah sakit dan peritnya
kini aku mula sedari apa yang telah terjadi
diriku dibebani bayangan mu
tapi tu semua dulu
memang ku tidak mahu
teruskan percintaan ini bersamamu


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