Sunday, July 31, 2005

worry..that's the title of a country song..and it's what i'm feeling right now..shall not elaborate..


yesterday was the game against TP..haiz..i'm kinda disappointed with myself..i'm not being rendah diri..but it is how i feel..i could have scored a couple of goals..this one particular miss made me pissed..nisa had tried to score..and i was standing very near to the post..the ball was right in front of me and it was an open shot..i angled my stick forward..but it was too late..the ball went past my stick..and the rebound shot was no more..haiz..now i know what a friend meant when he said it would be more disappointing not to score than conceding a goal..but i guess it all depends..depends on the situation..now i think i have to practice my shots..be more on target..but in the end we won 3-1..after a disappointing play during the previous IVPs..and i hope to win TP by a bigger margin the next time..and i'm looking forward to the next IVPs..


next saturday is my napfa test..not really a napfa test..just a 2.4km run test..and it has to be under 18mins..i know i can do it..but it HAS been a long time since i ran that distance..and i'm not looking forward to it..coach says if you run more than 18mins..we'll be benched for the next match..i don't want to be benched..i want to meet NYP..they thrashed us at the previous IVPs..and i think we are finally ready to face them..


went to my grandma's after the game..met with my beautiful cousins..and of course my guy cousins..dah lame tak jumpe katekan..got home late..and i realised something..i have alot of assignments that are not complete..seesh..FISH env.science..


worry..never felt like this before..


ciao

8:10 pm
ilovedjason

---