Friday, May 13, 2005
recap of the past few days..uchenna and joyce won the amazing race..anthony was voted out of the ai4..i had my class bbq..and i didn't go out today..
i was kinda expecting uchenna and joyce to win..becoz they were the underdogs..but i also wanted rob and amber to win becoz they were the villain in this season..and for once i wanted the villains to win..muahaha..but then..rob and amber already won a million bucks..okay..it's more of her money than theirs..but who the hell cares?? peeps are saying THEY won survivor..not amber alone..
okay..ai4 is finally gonna end..in abt 2 weeks time..i tink its gonna be bo and carrie in the finals wif carrie winning it..im sorry vonzell fans..but i tink these 2 will go to the finals..but we'll juz see..and this is only my prediction..but wat im really hoping for is that another girl wins this..look at the past winners..kelly, fantasia..i tink they have a more successful career than ruben does..but enough said..
i had my class bbq on tuesday..too bad it was raining..coz it was slowing everything down..but it was cooling instead of the hot sun..ended pretty early becoz we didn't want to miss the last train..nanti jadi cam creep lak..but before going..all of us had a thing going..we decided to sabo wan..for his belated bdae celebration..we were taking a pic..and then after finish taking it..flour was thrown all over wan..haha..and anson poured some pepsi on his fave windbreaker..muahaha..from far, he might've looked like a ghost or something..becoz he was totally covered in flour..he was lucky there was no egg..
today..i didn't go out..becoz..of specific reasons..the authority in my house is unreasonable and prejudgemental..and i hate it..VERY MUCH..urgh..! can't wait to leave the house..sometimes i really feel like running away..like i say to my mother..go out wif friends..then i never come back..but if i do do that..i tink i'll never be home until i tink it's time..haiz..i don't tink im going out tmr..becoz of that authority..my mother don't want me to upset the authority..
here i am trying to keep things look normal..but whenever i talk to u..everything inside me lightens up..and easily u made my day..sometimes i daydream that u're happy to be talking to me..but maybe it's just me..maybe u don't feel wat im feeling..but then..how am i supposed to noe how i feel..when u don't noe how i feel..love is complicated u noe..but how do i make this easier?? can it be easier??
sorry for the babble..
ciao
12:32 am
ilovedjason