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Monday, January 31, 2005

this world that i've been living in is hurting me more than i could've ever imagine..im feeling so frustrated right now..i've got this HUGE crush on this guy..most of my friends knows who he is..if u don't..too bad ah..this morning i was feeling so happy..on a high..now im feeling crappy..and that feeling sucks..it sucks bad..how can i make him....nvm..its wasted already..i wanna him off my mind..u can't believe how i fell for this guy..i tink it was lust at first sight..corny?? i don care..how he looked took my breath away..im serious..not kidding..when i first saw him..i was like..'WHOA!!!!!!' how could i have missed him?? my eyes are a radar for cute guys..muahaha..no lah..that is just plain exagerating..hmm..i wanna let him know how i feel..i wanna be the one he turns to when he has problems..or when he needs someone to talk to..but i tink he already found that someone else..it hurt..why do i always fall for the wrong guy?? it'll take a LONG time to get over him..
i may smile,
i may laugh,
i may look happy,
but am i really?
talking to him can easily make my day,
but now,
knowing he might have someone else,
make my heart aches...


1:47 pm
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