fragmentsofagirl.

Monday, January 31, 2005

i tink there's a barcode in me..u wanna noe why?? ok here goes..

i love going to libraries..so i always go to sp main library to slack and juz hang out at the basement..so whenever im there with a NLB [national library board] book..the alarm will sound..fish!! that's okay..that's normal..but once in a while..even without NLB books..the f*cking alarm will still sound..and this has happened so many times..haiz..now everytime we go to the library ain, ham will stay away from me whenever we wanna get out of the library..once me and emily were in the reference section wanting to go out..the alarm sounded also..i panicked sia..of course i wouldn't sneak a reference book out..but still..that incident made me realise that i may really have a barcode inside me..but emily also said maybe it was bangles..dunno lah..

tmr skool starts at 8..haiz..cad again..not looking forward to it..because there is a presentation and i have not done anything..not a single thing for it..maybe part of the drawing..we are gonna die..

okay..hmm.. :(

ciao

10:15 pm
ilovedjason

this world that i've been living in is hurting me more than i could've ever imagine..im feeling so frustrated right now..i've got this HUGE crush on this guy..most of my friends knows who he is..if u don't..too bad ah..this morning i was feeling so happy..on a high..now im feeling crappy..and that feeling sucks..it sucks bad..how can i make him....nvm..its wasted already..i wanna him off my mind..u can't believe how i fell for this guy..i tink it was lust at first sight..corny?? i don care..how he looked took my breath away..im serious..not kidding..when i first saw him..i was like..'WHOA!!!!!!' how could i have missed him?? my eyes are a radar for cute guys..muahaha..no lah..that is just plain exagerating..hmm..i wanna let him know how i feel..i wanna be the one he turns to when he has problems..or when he needs someone to talk to..but i tink he already found that someone else..it hurt..why do i always fall for the wrong guy?? it'll take a LONG time to get over him..
i may smile,
i may laugh,
i may look happy,
but am i really?
talking to him can easily make my day,
but now,
knowing he might have someone else,
make my heart aches...

1:47 pm
ilovedjason

i juz watched 'eiffel..im in love'..its so sweet..aww..juz imagine spending valentines in paris..and having the guy u love tell u for the first time..he loves you..and today im going for floorball..i hope the rest will come..im so hungry right now..lemme talk abt the movie..its funny too..klakar at some parts..and the guy is so romantic..he put rose petals on the girl's bed the night before valentines..aww..and he wrote i love you behind a photograph they took..aww..its an indonesian movie btw..i wish they got a better male lead..coz the one they pick was not that cute..could've have chosen nicolas saputra..but no..another indo movie i love is ada apa dengan cinta..both the storylines are similar..now then i realise..both the leads butt heads at first and then they slowly like each other..and both movie had the guy leave the country..hmm..i wonder if the writers noticed this..but nvm..wat do i care..as long as the movies are good..why not just enjoy it..? where's my breakfast?? nvm..i'll wait patiently for it..and here it comes..muahaha..ciao..

2:09 am
ilovedjason

Dangerously In Love by Beyonce

I love you
Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete
If you weren't by my side
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrop
I am the sea
With you and God, who's my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I'm so proud
So proud to be your girl
You make the confusion
Go all away
From this cold and messed up world
I am in love with you
You set me freeI can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me
And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Later on in my destiny
I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife
And I see my whole future in your eyes
Thought of all my love for yousometimes make me wanna cry
Realize all my blessings
I'm grateful
To have you by my side
Every time I see your face
My heart smiles
Every time it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world
To love and to hold
To feel
To breathe
To love you
Dangerously in love
Can't do this thing
I love you , I love you, I love you
I'll never leave
Just keep on loving me
I'm in love with you
I can not do
I cannot do anything without you in my life
Holding me, kissing me, loving me
Dangerously
I love you
Dangerously in love

i love this song..

12:08 am
ilovedjason

Sunday, January 30, 2005

im bored..nothing to do sia..okay there is something to do ah..but still..tmr MUZ go for floorball..2 weeks didn't go..ape seh mal..kate fb ur fave sport..haiz..luckily sal and eunice going..kalau tak..im not going seh..i hope more girls can make it this time..i miss ya..i can finally read the da vinci code by dan brown coz i've finished reading the library book i was reading..and then sidney sheldon's are u afraid of the dark will be next..hahaha..ciao ah..my nose is seriously irritating me right now..

4:09 pm
ilovedjason

Saturday, January 29, 2005

finally created my blog..orange and black is my fave colours..hope u tag me ya..will blog later..ciao

8:25 am
ilovedjason

Friday, January 28, 2005

im bored..now watching billy give his presentation.. okay..so he's done..so fast..

6:39 am
ilovedjason